HAPPY HALLOWEEN

Today is Halloween or also known as "All Hallows Eve". Originated from a Celtic pagan festival, this later was known as Halloween. It was known as "All Hallows Eve" as the very next day was known as "All Hallows Day" or " All Saint's Day".

Now, there are legends and stories that abound on this day of how the souls of the dead were left to walk on the earth searching for a nice warm human to reside in. To further confuse these so called soulless ghouls, the living will dress up like the dead themselves in order to confuse 'them'. Over time, this practice of dressing up lived on and like any celebrations, this has become commercialized!

So, to all out there, Happy Halloween and watch out for black cats, don't allow them to cross your path!

THE PHYSICALLY CHALLENGED.

A few days ago, in the papers, I read a certain loud mouthed MP dressed down the Opposition MP just because he was invalid. He claimed that the Opposition's state of health today is a direct result of God's wrath on him because he was arrogant.



I read that report with mixed feeling as I feel that our MP's are really not fit to be respected members of Parliament and the very fact that such a thing was uttered, showed how much of a person he is...which is NONE! I just feel that by calling an invalid and also blaming a physically challenged person on God is out of call. No one can take the name of God in vain and by justifying such acts, one is directly blaming God for all the mishaps in this world which is grossly inaccurate!



So, as I was reading this, I too reflected upon my primary school days of a certain student who was physically challenged. I remember seeing him in another class when I was in primary one. We were in the same school, same age and same school. I vividly remembered him as being paralysed from the waist down and as a result of that, he was confined to a wheel chair.



I used to notice that he had a caring mom who would wait for him each day after school just to wheel him out of the class and then back to the car to go home. But, most of the time, I will notice that he would be alone. I'm very sure due to this inability to move around, he was always confined to his wheel chair and the class. Never really noticed if he had someone buy him food during recess or did he bring his own food. Not really sure if he had friends too, but I remember seeing one or two boys who would talk to him but all in all, I noticed that he was always alone.



Now, as this thought came into my mind, I really wonder after all these years, what has happened to him? Did he get married? Did he do well? What's his life now? All this while, I was busy with my friends, did I get to get in touch with a physically challenged person? Did I bother to chat with him, get to know him or maybe just understand the kind of life he was leading? I guess I never and will never know because like the majority of the people out there, we seldom take time to really understand them.

did we take time to get to know them...?

So, are we too guilty like that MP who will just put the blame on these physically challenged persons, on God? Or do we take time to understand their real struggles in life? I wonder...

THE ONE WITH THE WHITE HAIR!

eewww...white hair!!

OMG!!! I have white hair. The first thing I did was to text Slutilla and voiced out my lamentations. It all happened this evening, after my shower in the gym, as usual, I was drying my hair and all of a sudden, I noticed a streak of white amongst the black of my hair. Thinking that maybe its the highlight caused by the lightning in the locker room, I dismissed it.

But you know me, curious as I am, I decided to check it out closely and lo an behold, it was truly a white hair!! And, it was not only one strand, there were a two or three more found hidden somewhere amongst it. I was aghast! Again, my mouth was like opened wide, like some dumb blonde discovering that she had placed her pad outside her panties!!

Oh no, I'm officially attacked by white hair and the first thing to do, seek solace. I texted Sluttila and immediately, her reply to me, dye it! Oh, eh, not really dying it but I guess, toning and highlighting will do the trick, right? But, me having white hair, must be the stress!! Blame it on all those bitches in the office for giving me so much problems.


Well, need to make an appointment with Sky, my hairstylist soon...sigh!

I GOT TAGGED...

I got tagged by Bong Bong...so here it is, hope its interesting enough for everyone to read.

I've came to realize my last kiss was with this dream guy whom I meet every night in my dreams!

I'm listening to Fergie's "Big Girl" on the radio. (totally love it)

I talk with an American accent although I have never studied there. The best part of it is that its not forced and it sounds natural, weird right?

I love Assam Laksa! (Give me everyday, I will not be "jelak" / tired of it)

My best friends are the ones who will accept me as who I am and not they want me to be!

My car is old, need to change it but cash is a problem at the moment.

My love life is normal that is, I'm in love with myself! LOL

I hate it when people ask how much you earn!

Love is hurt, prepare to feel hurt when you fall in LOVE.

Marriage is a bond between two persons who is willing to take up that challenge of living together forever.

Somewhere, someone is thinking how to suck a cock without biting it?

I'm always naughty when I'm left to my own devices!

I have a secret cheesy crush on this guy whom I meet every Sunday in church for mass. He comes with his mom and his other brother; and each time I see him, he is so cute!

My cell phone is a Sony Ericsson K800i.

When I wake up in the morning, I always regret not sleeping earlier so that I don't have to be late for work again!

When I go to bed at night, I will play a game of "ATTACK" on facebook - gosh, totally addicted to that game! (must be the carnage nature in me)

Right now I'm thinking about a tall glass of Ice Lemon Tea.

Babies are cute, love to play with them, but will not have one. Too much responsibilities.

I get on MySpace - not applicable to me as I'm a Facebook subscriber.

Today I'm going to get some chocolate ice-cream from the grocer.

Tonight I will have passionate sex with myself! (Mr. Thumb and his 4 sons)

Tomorrow I will go to the gym to work out.

I really want to stay in New York.

Someone that will most likely repost -none, will stop here.

WEAK BUT STRONG!

silent contemplation...

It never rains but pours, so the saying goes. Well, as a continuation to my previous posting, a lot of things happened to me in that span of a year. There were 3 major events that happened in my life. The passing of my father, my mom had an eye infection that caused her left eye blind and me admitted to the hospital.





No normal person would have survived through all this in one year but I guess I slugged it out. The first incident affected me and when the second came, I was already losing in my faith but it took the third to make me realize how much it was that I should stand up and fight it. I knew that if someone were to analyze my family, they would all point out to say that perhaps we have been cursed and some evil person has placed such calamities in our lives.





I did not believe in any curse nor will I succumb to such beliefs but what happened next, made me shore up my faith and accepted that such things do happen and like they say, it happens for a reason. Perhaps, it was time for me to fall back on the path of humbleness or maybe perhaps I should step down and study the consequences of all this. I'm not saying that I'm perfect but I know for a fact, that if I do not stand up and be strong, I will just disintegrate. And, I have the pillar of support, that is, my Faith in God to sustain me.





So many nights of silent cries and so many hours of kneeling for an answer, further enriched myself as to deny my strength, I have acknowledged my weakness and thus, have made me even more stronger mentally and physically to face these challenges (for when I'm weak, then I am strong!). I needed something to fall back to, and this was what I had, my faith. I guess that whatever denominations we belong to, the most important aspect in our lives is to fall back on the One above and to acknowledge Him as the one to lead us out of this predicament.



From what I have learnt so far, I will never forget those 3 major lessons happening in one year and within months of each other. If you are reading this and you feel your life is in the deepest shit of abyss, remember that there will always be others who has faced even worst situations. In short, count your blessings, whatever they are good or bad!

A YEAR AGO...

I was admitted to the hospital for the journey of my life. At that time, I still remember not knowing what was going on with me at the time. It was all very confusing. I went to the general practitioners for an answer and none could tell me what it was until I was referred to a specialist at Assunta.

After the medication prescribed by the specialist finished and the pain did not subside, the surgery was performed. The whole journey was documented by me and it was a bit graphic but then again, I felt vindicated in a way because the tests that was performed from the endoscopy, colonoscopy, blood, urine & faeces all proved negative!

It was relief at my end and I know for certain that life totally has changed for me ever since. Usually, when a person is faced with the prospect of surgery and the prospects of not knowing what is attacking you, you tend to fall back on something that relies on mostly your faith. I guess, I became a more religious person after this incident and that every moment of my day, I count my blessings and also for a fact, thank the good Lord above for His sustenance during those times of hardship. In my mind, I had an emotional journey but at the end of it, I've learnt to value life more affectionately and jealously guard it, since it is the so precious!

The times I spent in the hospital recovering and also the times, of loneliness made me feel that even though I was given this painful experience, I know that it had a purpose. The purpose has made me to be more tougher in life and also to take things with a pinch of salt. No use in squabbling and fighting over mundane things, let it be and just remove that chip of our shoulders, then the world would be a better place? I'm not sure about others, but for me, it has helped me see things differently, evaluate people but not with a pre-determined judgement attached to it. I guess, I'm just lucky to be alive today to say all of this.


Another aspect that made me achieve my goals was when I was lying in bed feeling all weak and wasted, I promised myself that I will work hard to make myself and my body stronger. That, I have achieved thus far, signed up in a gym and engaged a PT instructor to help me and one year later, I have found that my body has progressed from that time of sickness to now. I want to prepare myself mentally and also bodily that I can achieve what I desired in my life, if only I want it. No use in wanting something but not putting our concerted effort into it! So, today, I have made some of my friends envious of me, for the progress that I have achieved on my body. I know it was through sweats and also some mishaps before this happened, and although its not like that type of bodies we see in all hunky studs, at least I know that for now, I have already toned and shaped it to the level that I have so desired!

working hard to achieve my goals...

October 26, will forever be etched in my life as the time, this huge lesson came about. While I've learnt and still grasping on life's funny lessons one important thing, always appreciate life and even if dishes lemons to you, well, make lemonade out of it, after all, don't waste those precious little lessons that come our way!

BIG TOOLS, SMALL TOOLS.

we gym together, do you?

There is this guy who goes to the same gyms as me and I'll always remember him not because he is 'hawt' or has a hunky body, but more likely he is the type of guy who will strip everything and then walk naked to the shower stalls. He actually possess this courage to do so and the best part of it, you can almost recognize his presence merely by his loudness.

Yes, he is very loud in the locker room and the times after his RPM, he and his buddies (surprisingly, none of his buddies strip to their birthday suit, though) will be joking and talking very loudly. Most of the time, its like a shouting match and the laughter that goes with it. But, there is something which I have also noticed, well, since its displayed, why not take a look, right?

His dick is not really impressive, well standard size for an Asian I guess. It was non-erect so I guess I'm not in the position to judge on it? However, not wanting to go away not talking about this, I put this idea to my gym mate, Facial Kenny, if he would be brazen enough to strip everything. I was merely testing Facial Kenny (FK) because I know, for a fact, that FK recently has improved his body and the 6 abs has further demonstrated how much he has put effort into his regime.

Me: "So will you take off everything like that loud mouth Jinjang?"

FK: "Nope, I don't think I will do it!"

Me: "Why? You have a nice body, you are tall and best of all, your toned up body plus your abs already shows so much more than that guy".

FK: "Yeah, I know that I'm better than him in many ways, but, I don't think I will do it la"

Me: "You shy?"

FK: " Naw, I'm not like that. You know me".

Well, I realized that this friend of mine, is not the shy type as I know he lives up to that motto, if you have it, flaunt it! That's why, I wanted to know why he declined this offer?

Me: "So what is the real reason then?"

FK: "Simple, I don't have a huge tool!"

Mouth opened for a while (remember Scully of the sci-fi drama X-files, many years ago, yeah I looked like that), I looked at FK and then laughed. FK looked me angrily and then said...

FK: "Why, you think its very funny?"

Me: "No-la, I'm just laughing at your reason, not at your penis length or size".

pass me the towel please, i'm shy...

So, is this the usual reason why people do not strip off everything in the gym? I would have thought of it as modesty but from FK's reply, I thought of it funny. I've noticed guys who will be very careful in their way of taking off their clothes. Usually, they will wrap the towel around them and then pull down their trousers / shorts / track bottom and then saunter off to the shower stalls. After their showers, they will then change and again, the towel will be there to buffer their private parts and once the underwear is up, some will still use the towel to put on their pants. This would mean that they too have small tools? What's your take on this then? Or, should I ask, how do you undress in public?

SQUEEZE IT!

wanna help me squeeze it?

What’s wrong with the following conversation?

This took place last Monday evening in the gym and it happened between my PT instructor and myself.

PT Instructor: Why didn’t you attend your session last Friday?

Me: I wish I could but you see, I had this little problem.

PT Instructor: Oh, what problem is that?

Me: Naw, it’s actually nothing at all.

PT Instructor: Nothing at all to make you skip training?

Me: Err, yeah, something very personal.

PT Instructor: Wanna talk about it?

Me: I had a zit problem at around my buttock area. It was like a chip in the rear end. End results were painful.

PT Instructor: Oh, how did you get it? You on heat? (laughter)

Me: (looking furiously) No, not on that type of heat, but yes, my body is heaty, hence I have this little problem and it was painful to sit on.

PT Instructor: I used to have it too. What I did was just pinch it off.
Me: Your problem is a small one, but mine was like some volcanic mountain about to erupt!

PT Instructor: Wow, from what I hear, I think it’s must be a Big problem then.
Me: Yes, it is but not too big for me to handle. I wanted to rest my rear end and not exert too much pressure on it.

PT Instructor: Did you apply some cream on it?

Me: Yup, some antibiotic cream to soothe offs the painful feeling.

PT Instructor: You feeling all right now?

Me: Yes, much better, thanks.

PT Instructor: Well, next time, I help you squeeze it! (with a cheeky smile)

Me: (Looking flabbergasted!!)

I looked at my cute Instructor and in my conniving mind, I really hope it didn’t mean it what he had meant or did he, have a separate agenda towards this? Naw, I don’t think so. Maybe, something impure might come out of this? (fingers crossed)

INTER-RACIAL DATING.

A friend posted this on my facebook fun wall and I must say Jimmy is such a Queen. The terms we use on each other is so real even in America and copied all over in Asia but do we actually have to label our own kind in this manner??

Well, have a look at it and tell me what you have to say about it? Not sure if you have seen it but if you have not, please by all means, savor Jimmy's antics!

KEVIN CHENG

Last evening, I happened to be at home and being a couch potato for the day, I happened to catch this interview with this actor Kevin Cheng. (Zheng Jia Ying). I found him to be an interesting character. He was born in the US but grew up in Hong Kong. Brought up by his mom, he spent his childhood days growing both in the States and Hong Kong.

What really inspired me to read hear more about him is how he managed to work himself up and his ability to portray that goody two shoe character. I've always enjoyed watching his acting in some of the TVB dramas and usually, if he is in it, for certain, I will not miss it.

Another thing that really awes me is that he is 37 this year, but his outlook is so gorgeous that if anyone of us ever reach that age and yet not age, I think he has done it! Perhaps he uses heaps of SKII? Need to get myself some too!

So, a bit of indulgence here of my favorite actor so far, maybe perhaps, he epitomises how a bf would act, speak and also behave. Looks will be a blessing too. However, rumore has it that he is eyeing a girl, so if there is any chance of him being gay, I guess I will have to wake up from my dreams...

FOOD, FOOD, FOOD

interior of the restaurant

Last Friday, CK and me went for dinner at one of the restaurants in MidValley. We had western food and obviously, we did enjoy our meal. I like the place very much and the staff there knows me (as I'm such a regular there). Anyway, the food is good and the ambience has its plus points too. I've got pictures, so I will let the pictures tell the story.

mural painting




another painting






capuchino mushroom soup

basic minestrone soup

canadian cod fish

prime cut beef

TURN BACK THE CLOCK.

When I was growing up, I felt that my world was so protected. I didn't have to think of anything and everything was provided for. All I had to do was grow up and one of my aims during that time was to study. I didn't have to worry about anything.

So, growing up for me was blissful but not entirely satisfying as I grew up in a family that was able to afford the necessities for me. I didn't have any luxuries but what my parents provided for, it was sufficient for me as there were not many sophisticated gadgets like now. What I had during my time came close enough to a lot of imaginations and of course the random Popeye game on Nintendo. Other than that, life was pretty much ordinary for me, running around the neighborhood, climbing on trees, stealing other people's produce, in fact, it was spent mostly outdoors. Cycling around the neighborhood was the "in-thing" and I had many childhood friends.

Mixing with the other races were not a problem as there were no barriers when I was growing up. I never looked at an Indian or Malay in terms of color or race but more in terms of human beings. I learnt fast for a kid and I mastered different languages when I was growing up. Perhaps that's what made me accept things easily, and I felt comfortable with all kinds of people. I could mix with those older than me to the younger ones, and I must admit that the younger ones usually hang on to me, as if I was their bigger brother...and to this day too, I notice, I attract friends who are mostly younger than I am. Not sure why?

Ahh, the care-free lifestyle was so precious at that time, but upon growing up, I realized problems came in different sizes and varied in many portfolios. There is so much to bear and at times, the burden overwhelms me! It is during these times, I always look back and wish like that song from the group, Johnny Hates Jazz, "Turn back the clock", I can also turn turn back the clock and return to my childhood innocence.

How much I miss them and how much I wish I can return to that time, when things stayed as they are. The people who have passed on was still alive and things were as they were. Not a moment changed but precious moments of spending those happy moments abound! The Love at that time was so unique that its so hard to comprehend the type of love people talk about nowadays. Its nice to look back to where I came from and there were times, I could have just mended some of the wrongs I did and say some of the things that I ought to have said but never got the chance to do so. Those as they say, is the best times of my life!

NIP THE NIPPLES!

Have you ever noticed nipples before? I mean yes we all have right? No, I'm not referring to boobs but rather guy's nipples. In my life so far, I have come across very odd nipples. The usual are the very subtle types where at times, its so well hidden, you can not locate them. Or there are those who are typically not noticeable until that dark round spot points to it.

And there are those which protrude out. Ok, I noticed guys who have protruding nipples like cow's suckle buds (that's what I call them). Yes, this evening, while changing after my shower, the guy next to me had this protruding nipple. His nipple was the type that has the erect feeling and at the same time, looks like its going to shoot out anytime! I stole glances as I was changing and managed to get a good look of it.

I've also noticed that the dark round spot for this guy is actually bland in color. But, what makes it stand out is these little two erected nipples. Its gross to me because, I'm not a nipple lover. Occasionally, its a good tool for foreplay and it can be enticingly erotic to some. However, having said that, to actually suck on a protruding nipple is totally gross for me. Nope, I don't want to suckle his chest, no way, I just want to go on with my foreplay but if its there, I think I might just avoid it.

And, when I think of such things, my mind began to work wonders again. Does the size or length of our nipples actually indicate our penis? Is there such a formula to gauge a person's jewels before we hit on them? For that matter, I guess I will not have the answer but from my own experiences, I did a guy who had a 7+ inch, hung dick. When I began to work on his nipples, I noticed that it darker and the nipple is slightly a bit bigger and also erected most of the time. I know for certain that this was the zone that my ex-partner felt as whenever I wanted to get him horny, all I need to do was just lick on those nips! And, how he will moan out each time I worked vigorously on it.

wanna work on my nipples...?

Maybe different people are different in many ways; for example they used to do a survey that by looking at our index finger (I think) or the size of your shoes, one can tell the size and length of one's cock. But does it also work for nipples? I wonder...

THE FORBIDDEN LOVE - PART THREE

i've got a problem, and i don't know how to fix it...wanna help me?

That afternoon, La La Mui (LLM) met Dr. at the sidewalk cafe. Looking downtrodden, Dr. began to sip his hot coffee while La La Mui looked intently.

"So whats the matter" asked LLM.

"It's about Sam" complained Dr.

"What about Sam" LLM asked again.

"I'm beginning to wonder why I ever got myself into this shit hole. I mean, life was good at being single and then I had to get involved again" sighed Dr.

"Remember when I asked you to think carefully before entering into this and you told me that this is the ONE! And now, you are telling me that Sam's not the one? I'm perplexed!" complained LLM.

Avoiding eye contact with LLM, Dr. looked at the passing traffic in downtown KL. It was a normal busy day and along the side walk, there were people walking by. Some clutching shopping bags, some walking aimlessly and some cradling along children, it was a typical day out for people to just enjoy their afternoon. But, not so for this poor soul who was stuck with a problem.

"I just realised that Sam is the direct opposite of what I wanted in a relationship. He is so demanding, and the best thing about it is that he is so controlling" complained Dr.

"Err...but I thought you didn't mind all this?" inquired LLM.

"No, but it became freaky! I discovered that he was reading my messages from my cell phone, asking me who called me and at times, I suspect he might even be reading my personal mails" said Dr angrily.

"That's fucking invasion of privacy" retorted LLM.

"Yes, it is, and I don't like it. I talked to him about it, and the next day, things will be fine but I know that its not. For the next few days, I will notice that his bad behavior starts again. And, the best thing, he keeps me feeding me this tea, that is awkwardly strange in taste. I suspect he might be putting some stuff in it" said Dr. again.

"Are you very sure of this?" added LLM.

"Very sure. One day, I was at home alone, and I decided to find some of my old stuff in the cupboard. When I opened it, I noticed that there was a bundle wrapped in yellow cloth. I carefully opened the package and in it, I was shocked to see stuff like talisman and some concoctions of leaves and also powder" explained Dr.

LLM looked at his friend with bewildered eyes. Not knowing what to say to his friend, LLM just ran some thoughts in his mind. He was more amazed that in this time and age, there were people who resorted to such practices. And the worst part of it, do you actually consider such a person insane or just low esteem?

"I just don't know what to put to this, did you talk to him about your discovery?" added LLM.

"I'm really scared to bring this up. Already, Sam is acting strangely and the person I met up the first time, is no longer the one I know. In fact, he scares the shit of out me" complained Dr.

"Suggest that you do something about this and since you have this sticky situation whereby Sam is staying with you, you really need to kick him out of your life!" advised LLM.

"Can you help me?" pleaded Dr.

At this juncture, LLM looked at this friend. Its the same scenario coming back. LLM paused for a moment and sighed and then finally opened his mouth to say "You brought yourself this shit, and its only logical that you clear it off!"

Dr. looked at LLM and then looked away. He knew that LLM would not budge. Not knowing of what to do, Dr. stares into empty space. The crowd now grows bigger. Its filled with people who have just finished their work and now scurrying home. The air grows cooler and as evening now descends and looking up to the sky, its only a wonder why would anyone not take these the following saying...Once bitten, twice shy, seriously!

THE FORBIDDEN LOVE - PART TWO

The days for Dr. and Sam eventually blossomed. Meeting every day without fail and like the song secret lovers, they met for a few hours and after the hot passionate sex between them, it was time for Sam to go off. Always looking at his watch to ensure that he does not deviate from this schedule, this particular routine went on.

One day, as usual after their tryst right on a working afternoon, Sam turned around to Dr. and looked at his eyes saying, "I've got something to tell you".

"What is it?" asked Dr.
" I broke off with Josh" replied Sam.

secret lovers...

Listening to this, Dr. shook up from the bed and looked at Sam with bewildered eyes. Sam was not staring at Dr. but rather looking out to the window of the room. Outside, the day which was bright and sunny suddenly turned grey and gloomy. Everything turned silent for a moment, as in anticipation waiting for Sam to explain more.

"What made you do it?" inquired Dr.

"I thought of the consequences and also the fact that I didn't want to see Josh get hurt. Instead, I came out clean to him" replied Sam slowly.

"His reaction to all this?" "Was he angry? Did you guys quarrel? Tell me exactly what really happened" Dr. asked curiously.

"No, no quarrel. We just talked about it and he understood. Josh is not the sort of guy who is dumb, he can read all the signs coming from me" Sam explained.

"I'm sure he did but then again, why? You guys have been together for almost 2 years, no?" Dr. asked again.

"It was a memorable 2 years but I know from my heart that this will come to an end. My relationship with him bordered more on wanting to spend only time and the love we had, it was dissipating very fast. It was withering like the rose bloom and before the ugly of things to happen, I wanted to make sure that we still parted on good terms" Sam said with a heavy breath.
"Further more, ever since, I met you, I know that you are the one for me. The physic connection we have for each other is unmentionable explosive. You know my every thought, my every feelings and also that, you are able to comprehend what I will do next! That's freaky!" added Sam.
"Wow, I truly admire you for your decision" Dr. said with a smile.

With that the two hugged each other right up to the evening. For going their earlier appointments, they decided to spend the whole day in bed and just making out. Outside the rain began to fall and like those dramas, it was coupled with thunder and lightning, typically of an afternoon thunderstorm.

One month has passed and then one day, my dear friend La La Mui (LLM) received a call from Dr.

"Hey, hows life with your new significant other half?" asked LLM.

"Hmm, do you have time? I need to talk..." answered a desperate Dr.

** to be continued**

THE FORBIDDEN LOVE - PART ONE

I'm puzzled as I listen to the my dear friend La La Mui when she tells me about the antics of some of the PLUs out there. Stories abound of how there was one mutual friend of ours, who we call as the Doctor (Dr.)


Now Dr. is a friend of of a friend. Actually, this friend dated this Dr. and they were together for a while until circumstances began to crack up and Dr. discovered after a while that this ex-bf was actually siphoning off his life savings. But, then again, this Dr. was also to be blamed. Who asked him to actually allow his ex to do so when he knows full well of the actions?



So Dr. took the courage to break up but before doing so, consulted us numerous times whether it was the right thing to do or not. Not wanting to advice wrongly, Dr. was told to weigh all possibilities on this aspect. Therefore, this problem existed for a few months until Dr. mustered up his balls and decided to call off. In between this, Dr. had the cheek to even make us talk to his ex-bf but that is where we will have to stand down. If a problem has existed, it is not for 3rd parties to intervene to deliver such messages. To me, I personally do not condone such actions unless 3rd parties are called in to meditate.



Now that Dr. is single and available again, he confessed that he was feeling so free. The freedom that he was able to achieve was a result of all those years being controlled by this ex other half. Hence, Dr. really felt happy and once again, he was able to meet up guys and also go about his pandering ways.



Amongst the places frequented by this good Dr. was Frangi. I mean, who would not go there, that place reeks of the rainbow label and even if it was a mix crowd, c'mon, even people can see that its heavily populated by the PLUs. Anyway, that would be my next blog updates but for the time being, lets concentrate on my friend, the Dr.

meet me in frangi...?

Thinking that Frangi or the clubbing spots are the way to meet up with guys, Dr, frequented these places with much gusto. Besides these places, Dr did go overseas for his "cleansing of pipes" sessions; and you guessed it, yes, Bangkok, Taipei, Seoul, Tokyo, Hong Kong and Shanghai. You see, our good Dr. is a sticky rice lover. So, his love is concentrated mostly on Asian guys. And, it was in Frangi that Dr. met up with this guy called Sam.



Sam was the guy Dr. was looking for and within one night, they were already hooked up. Passionately kissing and making out, it was quite remarkable at the speed at how things developed. But, there was a catch, Sam was attached! Attached and blissfully in love with his other half, Sam couldn't explain his actions as to why he consented to having the one night stand with Dr.


Upon hearing that Sam was attached, definitely our dear Dr. was devastated. He chanced upon the chance of making his way out of this as being the third party was never the intended aim of Dr. Hugging Sam tightly, and slowly kissing his ear lobes, Dr. whispered to Sam that they have to end, ditto.

Sam was sad, but didn't protest this thought but after lying in bed for a long time, finally Sam said:-



"My boyfriend doesn't have to know about you" Sam said.

"What? You want me to see you while you are still in a relationship?" the Dr. asked.

"Yes, its alright with me. Besides, he is not with me always and I do not feel this kind of feeling when I'm with you" retorted Sam.

"I deserve to be given a chance" added Sam.



Dr. looked puzzled and wondered how is he going to resort to this problem. But, no problems seem to be too big for Dr. to look into and the fact that loneliness was a factor that Dr. could not comprehend, he hugged Sam more tightly.



Sensing that the Dr. was troubled, Sam turned around and looked at Dr.'s eyes. Taking his hand and slowly combing Dr's. wavy hair, he began to kiss Dr. on the lips. For a moment or two, the two souls were embraced in a manner only reserved for lovers in love. Theirs was a forbidden love, a love never intended to happen but then again, as they say, it takes two to clap and if there is no receiver, there is no taker.



Dr. looked at Sam and then finally said, "Ok, let's give it a try...!"

PAVILION MALL, NEXT STOP!

interior of the central plaza

Have you guys been to the newest baby in town? Who am I talking about? Oh well, its the Pavilion silly...and if you have not been there, please make a visit soon. While it was impressive, what impressed me more was the number of times my "gaydar" went haywire! As my dear friend, Bean Pole puts it so well, yes it was gay-haven! Every few seconds, you walk across that sparse mall and you are bound to meet some fabulous people like us strolling along it. Some clutching their bags of goodies, while others look clueless as to where to start!

Anyway yesterday, since I was on leave (have to clear them off), I was with CK and he took around the place. We enjoyed ourselves there and even had that slice of pastry from Loaf. I guess this mall is better than the other ones that opened recently but then again, the parking there can really kill!

side view of one of the blocks

Oh well, make a trip there if you can, have yourself deliciously enthralled by the eye-candies there and if you must, retail mall therapy works wonders there too! In terms of retail outlets, there are the usual Guess, Ted Barker, Tangs, Parkson, AXchange, Nooks, G2000 concept store, EDC and a lot more.

In terms of restaurants, a few upcoming ones like Silk Road, Nangking, Angus Steakhouse, Kim Jung Korean Restaurant, Kampachi (from Equatorial hotel), Polar, that famous donut joint and a few new ones too. Already there are like 3 "xiao long bao" outlets in the new mall! It really looks like this place is going to outstrip KLCC soon and judging by the response I get from my fellow friends, this is indeed the new meeting place to be seen. Never mind if the parking or traffic is maddening, the whole point is that we should be able to shop in style. Too bad there is no subway station right down it, if not, I wil just call it - Pavilion Station!

another view of the central plaza

Since today is Raya, Happy Eid to all my Muslim friends. Oi, save some rendang and lemang ya, coming over soon! Till then...happy holidays and happy shopping to some!

CONFESSIONS OF A CAM WHORE.

Ok, I admit it, I'm such a cam whore! But, then again, my cam days have been on and off, so its not so much in the sense that I'm addicted to it but rather when the need arises. However, true to my natural naughty and playful nature (my zodiac is a monkey, so go figure), at times, I amaze myself at how well I'm able to sweet talk some guys into showing me everything and I mean everything!

I just don't know how to describe this but then again, I have the ability to talk to some guys and then out of the sudden, I get them peeling off their clothes to show me their family jewels. Just like this guy who is a regular in my listing. He hails from Portugal and he has the most sexy smile I have ever seen in a Caucasian. His eyes are blue and also the very fact that he has this nice slender swimmers body makes your heart beat faster seeing him from his pictures and what more, totally in the flesh.

Hi, I'm LLJ...nice to meet you!

At the age of 24, he has just passed his license and is now fully enrolled in the aviation college doing this pilot course. How I got to know him is also a mystery. I'm not sure how but there was invitation from him to be added to my MSN and happily, I did not know that he was this "ang-moh" guy from Portugal. Happily I was chatting with him, asking him about his life in Portugal and what know you, suddenly, he asked me if I had cam? I thought, ok, maybe he wants to see my surroundings (like real) and obliged a cam session with him. The minute the cameras were on, I felt weak all of a sudden.

For in front of me, was seated this hot looking guy, all adoring and charming. I believe this happened 2 years ago and till today, we are still keeping in touch. But, anyway, back to my story on this guy. I vividly remembered him talking to me and then suddenly his hands went straight to his crotch and began to mimic some sort of sign to show that he was tyring to arouse me. Hell no, he didn't have to do that! I was already aroused and before you could call out "Montana Chicks", I was already talking dirty to him. Well, I must admit my ability to push that button to flirt was fucking good, that at the instance, I had this hot guy doing things I had commanded him to do. I felt so in control and the next feeling was to see him shoot off that hot juice, at which he obligingly did. After that whole episode, we still chatted and got to know even more intimately.


However, I did learn a secret, I was not the only one he did a cam thing with. In fact, he has other potential ones but no one was around to amuse him that day. I felt a bit slighted but then, again, that's life. We need to accept that for cam fun, usually it involves other people too. And knowing that there are others around to arouse him, well, that is good but lately and after 2 years, I noticed that he is more inclined to buzz me. Our conversations thus far has been rather congenial and pleasant, not much drama. As it is, I have got to know him more deeper and our meetings online (if we are lucky to meet since of our time difference), doesn't involve too much of cam sex anymore. Alright, who am I lying...maybe 8 out of 10, will be for cam sex?? (but then, again it all depends on our moods, and he is such a gentleman too, i.e. will not force me for a free show if I'm not in the mood)

hmm, what shall I do for you today?

He had invited me to come visit him in Lisbon, Portugal and seriously considering that proposal since I've never been to that part of the world yet. So, it will be nice to visit that area. In addition to that, I seem to have an inkling with Portugese ever since when I was taken care by my nanny, when I was young, who happened to be Eurasian and has Portugese blood. Is there a connection? I'm not sure, but hey, at the moment, I do enjoy my hot chats with LLJ and it only happens if the timing is right.

COKE WITH ASSAM BOI?

Oh fuck! I have this feeling that my long weekend will be ruined all because of my sore throat and also a feeling that something is permanently blocked in my nasal tube. When this happens, my voice changes. From a normal tone to a base type and from the calls I made just now, no one actually recognized it. Perhaps if I were to make random calls now to unsuspecting callers, some may actually fall in love with the voice. Its all husky and manly. My first call to a fellow blogger already had him spinning in space, LOL!



Actually its not that bad but I can feel a bit of pain whenever I try to swallow. However, I can still eat so its not too bad actually but just a very uncomfortable feeling belies in it. Apart from that, I feel sleepy and its no thanks to the medication prescribed by the doctors. I hate it when these medicines make you sleep and the very essence of it actually drains off all my energy. In short, you actually have a coolgardy who is sedated! And, I'm not used to this sort of sedation for I feel like its sucked off the very nature of my perkiness and my level of Endorphins are sort of running low!



Yucks, hate that kind of feeling. I just feel like going to the gym now, do a 20 minutes run on the treadmill, and then proceed with my strength training. Maybe all those sweat will help me heal faster or maybe I should just cuddle up in bed as today, was a the perfect day to be on medical leave, its been so cloudy and windy, makes a person feel sedated!

maybe a steam bath might help clear off the nasal feeling.....?

Hmm, some people say I should take Coke with "assam boi" to heal my throat faster...should I try it?

MALAYSIA BOLEH, ANGKASA PUN BOLEH!!

Our first Malaysian astronaut in our BolehLand has just blasted off to space! When he was selected as the best 2, I had a very strong inkling that he would be the one chosen. After all, look at his features, which person might not want to choose him? Further to that, he is also a doctor add it up, looks with brains! Not bad eh?

Lets deal with his personal stuff first. It says his date of birth is July 26th, 1972, making him 35 this year. In addition to that, he is still SINGLE! Eligible bachelor yeah, but then again, a guy not married at this age and also with that kind of looks...don't you have funny feelings playing in your mind?

Anyway, whatever his inclination is, our congrats to him, even if he was there in space due to our billion dollars aircraft deal with the Russians, he makes us proud, especially in our BolehLand!

THAT STRANGE KIND OF FEELING- DEJA VU!

was that a dream or an omen?

Ever had a situation whereby you feel as if you have experienced an event or been to a place that is freaking familiar even though it’s the first time you have been there?

That kind of situation is called “Déjà vu”, a French word but worthy to be mentioned here in my blog.

When I was about 12, I used to have this dream of this particular place. I can vividly describe this place because for almost continuously, I will have the same dream. It started when I was 12 and it progressed on, so in a way, this can be considered as a recurring dream. I used to search for answers on this and also goggled about it, but all the answers came to a naught.

In my dream, this particular place has a very deep and moody scene. There are a few trees in the horizon and amongst them was this unique tree that looked all crooked and bent. There were no leaves on it and it stood at a very strange position too. The weather at that time was grayish and it looked, as it wanted to rain. As I looked at the other areas around me, I noticed there was a small hill behind where the tree stood. On the left side of the tree, there was this field and in the field there were shrubs.
However, the colors for these shrubs were not green but rather they were brownish as if they were dying. Along the path leading to the field, it was muddy and had a gloomy feeling. On my right, I noticed a small pathway leading to a flight of steps. Along the steps, this will come up to a small hill and upon the horizon of the hill; it was all-barren except for this little pine tree. The sky as I said was already gloomy and felt as it was going to rain. When the wind blew, it felt strangely cold. Overall, the picture was not a happy sight in the true sense since there is no sun, no birds nor are there any other complimentary visible signs to suggest happiness.

So for a period of time, I have been carrying this dream and always thought that perhaps this was an omen to come or maybe a foretelling of an event that I might encounter? I still wondered…

Last year, I went to Korea for my holiday. As it was December, it was already winter there and lo and behold, at one of our stops for lunch, I saw the exact picture that I was carrying for all these years! It was a mix feeling at first but then, as I noticed my surrounding more clearly, I remembered the tree, the field and all those signs I have had seen. But, the only one thing that was not accurate is that it was not gloomy at all. In fact, the sun was shining and although the wind that blew was chilling cold, it was nothing to what I had encountered. So, our group went in to the restaurant for our lunch, and after a while, as it divine intervention was to make my dream come true, the sun was blocked off by this huge darken cloud. Suddenly, from a cherry day, it turned out precisely what I had dreamt of, cold and dark winter day.

I shared this with my friends and they too were amazed. Of course, some of them had the feeling maybe something bad might happen or some said, I should just buy a lottery ticket. In spite of all those negative sayings, our journey was a memorable one, no untoward incident happened and it went well actually.

As for this dream, I never dreamt of it anymore. Perhaps its one way of telling me that I have already experienced what I was suppose to see and feel. I’m not sure if the many of us have ever dreamt of such strange dreams or maybe dismissing altogether. However, if you do have a recurring dream, don’t dismiss it because, there is such a thing called “ Déjà vu”.

i feel like i have walked here before...

GLUTTON'S BAZAAR

colorful drinks galore

This week will be the last week of fasting before our Muslim brothers & sisters celebrate their Eid El Fitr. It will also mark the end of the Ramadhan bazaar which only comes out like mushrooms once a year. I've always enjoyed the trip to one of these bazaars as there will be stalls upon stalls selling almost anything from the infamous "popiah basah" right down to the humble "kueh muehs".

my favorite kueh- onde onde

The one that I usually hang out will be the one at Section 14, PJ-next to the Alpha Angle Building. Its one of the most concentrated of the lot for the PJ area and the number of customers seen is a sign that good food is being sold here. Yes, good food as in their Murtabaks, Satay, Roti John, Nasi Kerabu, Ikan Bakar and even the various Laksam. I've always taken a fancy to unusual Malays food and am not afraid to try out new dishes. Hence, this year, I was clearly a bit disappointed as the variety this time was not that many. There were many other stalls selling the same stuff. Example will be the murtabak stall, there are a few of them all placed in one row and I really wonder how they will actually fight this out?

nasi beryani GAM

But, the popiah basah is still the best bet. Lines fill up come rain or shine and frankly speaking, I'm really amazed at the crowd. There is a whole lot of them and they will all line up patiently waiting in line to get their orders. The uncle who runs this stall is always seen to be busy and he is indeed laughing his way all to the bank! I've tried it once and have also given some to my Muslim friends, and they commented nothing special actually. To me, it taste like popiah and not being a fan of it, I didn't think much of it.

sate anyone........?

Anyway, as this is the last week before Eid begans, I feel a tinge of sadness that I have to wait until next year for the next Ramadhan before all this little stalls start to mushroom out again!

my other favorite dish, rendang!

delicious ikan bakar....

LUST, CAUTION

It was an eventful evening as Sluttila and me went out for dinner tonight. Having not caught up with Sluttila for some time over dinner, it was a good outing. We went to the Gardens and decided to have dinner at DIN DA FUNG, the xiao long bao outlet. After dinner, we thought of what we wanted to do for the rest of the evening, and then decided to watch a movie.

We had several choices but we wanted to watch LUST, CAUTION - since Slutilla had this fetish for "qibao" (cheongsam in dialect) and so it was.

The verdict of it, a two hour show (no thanks to our Censors here) it was shorten to about 15 minutes, it was pretty much slow moving, the build up was tremendous and the ending abit abrupt. Tang Wei had this look that really blended with that era and Tony Leung, although aged, still look resplendent. In a nutshell, the two most powering characters in this film is Tang Wei and Tony Leung. Even the dashing Lee Hom failed miserably to these two. In fact, I found Lee Hom's character to be a bit weak and aimless. But, I know why he was roped in, he was the look factor for this movie.

So, if you have not or plan to watch it, maybe give it a shot...I sat through it for 2 hours plus and came out learning more about the "qibao" ladies of that era. Oh yes, don't forget the fabulous mahjong sessions, the next time we organize one, maybe Sluttila would have a theme for it? - QIBAO night!

all in the family

i have the "bedak sejuk" model look

don't we look delicious?

THAI MODELS ROCKZ!

Slipper Whore who is a now a Thai PR had sent me some pictures from a magazine he bought the other time. I'm sure by now, SW is known by some Thai name, maybe its called, "Khunyin Of The Sacred Lotus or Khunyin Bunga Kantan?" (take your pick, girl!)

The magazine is obviously fashion in nature but the contents in it are really hot, and I mean, "nam prik" hot. By the way, did you guys read about the Thai restaurant in London that had to be closed for a while because these "ang mohs" (Caucasians) thought that some sort of terror attack was going on?

Apparently, the chef in that restaurant was making a a huge pot of "nam prik" (our equivalent to sambal belacan) with "cili padi" and the fumes from it caused these "ang mohs" to cry terrorist attack...apparently a reference to the Sarine fume attack in Tokyo, Japan some time ago. This shows how much people have progressed, and its not good!

Anyway, enough of all these, enjoy the pictures. Frankly speaking, the magazine over in Thailand is really good and if you were to compare with ours, gosh, where can fight? I guess any Queen who sees these magazines will for sure "basah habis!"

So, anyone of you making a trip to Bangkok soon, please get me a copy of this magazine? (For your information, these magazines will not cost you an arm or a leg, the prices quoted in our local currency is less than 20 bucks!) Or maybe my dear SW, will you do the honors?