Coolgardy

Is it a blessing or is it a bane...? You decide...

2009-10-20T16:40:00.003+08:00

Here I am sitting down at my workstation and wondering when the system will be up. I just got into work today after being on leave yesterday and this has to greet me? I’m contemplating whether this is indeed a blessing or a curse…whichever which, I think I will just think of it being part of life. Neither a blessing nor a curse, just hang in there and live by it? If I do that, do I submit unconsciously to the thought of submission or should I question the rational for this to happen? As you may notice, I have so much to talk about now, since there is a vacuum right here, not being able to be productive, my mind floats to other places to think of this??

Having said that, this blog which I’m now attempting to resurrect, there have been numerous incidents that have had happened. There are many things to share but I guess I should not overload in one upload, rather take the easy way out and tell them as days go by…if that you the reader have the utmost patience to do so. With this, I humbly seek your kind consideration to perhaps allow me to speak gibberish in this blog and if they make sense to you, perhaps seek an understanding that you may agree or disagree with me by adding in your precious comments.

The latest updates I want to talk about this time round are the fact that I have met 2 guys…totally different in character and thoughts. However, the fact remains is that both of them are like 3 decades away from me! Yes, you have heard it right, they are younger, and case #1 is a 18year old, while case #2 is 21. For case #1, the circumstances leading to this meeting was held in the most unmentionable way, it was by way of a bored afternoon spent at the spa, and that was how this little liaison started.
Case# 2 is someone whom I have met like 2 years ago, went out for a dinner date and when he told me that his preferences was for taller guys, I thought maybe he was being a bit superficial because that was his only requirement. I thought it being quite unlikely to continue from there, wished him all the best and just kept a minimal of our conversations via the MSN by the standard hellos and byes.

So, you the reader may think what’s with the point of me bringing up these 2 case subjects? Actually, if I were to ask myself, I would not know it too but for the sake of wanting to share what’s in my life now, I thought it would be better for the readers to give me an opinion or in other words, judge me and guide me of what is going in my life?

Case# 1, shall we christened him as Xiao Fu (XF), is a fellow who works part time being a masseur at one of the spas located in the gardens of the Tun. Actually, I have noticed his picture for some time now as I regularly get updates of this spa from them and based on the gallery shown, he was someone that I thought looked interesting and decided to request for this services. Perhaps it was the will of the Heavens that I should meet XF that afternoon, when the attendant told me that he was available. So imagine my anticipation as I approached the spa and got down to “business”. I was ushered in this little treatment room with a bed, a couch and outside was the outdoor shower facilities. There was a towel that was placed at the end of the couch. I picked that up and began to undress myself. I wrapped the towel around me and waited. The waiting was incredulously torturing. Every seconds, you may wonder what may walk in, because in all my experiences, one can never trust the pictures posted on the gallery. There is always the element of photo shop being blatantly abused when trying to fix a picture, so I thought. I decided to walk out to inspect the outdoor shower area; it was done quite brilliantly so I thought. Then, there was a knock on the door and it was my therapist. He walked in, all 180cm of him and was lanky to begin with and that long hair, perhaps it’s a phase. So, he directed me to the shower area and he began to undress himself too. Suddenly, out of nowhere, a pair of hands began to hit the most sensitive part of my body, my stomach and knowing that I have yet to develop that 6 level packs, I began to feel a tad shy of him caressing that area.

The whole ritual continued with him giving me a wash up and the moment he began to move upwards, downwards and to an area which is extra sensitive, I began to feel a hardon coming up. I had thought hard to think of other things to avert this feeling but could not as my therapist too had an incredible hardon pressing against my body. This continued on for some time and before you knew it, it was time to face him to the face as all this while, my back was against him. As I gazed at his eyes, I could not help but allow myself to feel slutty and have my lips touched his. I must admit I initiated all of this action and a kiss turned out to be a frenchy one and was clearly intense

Thereafter, he led me in to the room, and as I laid down thinking of the wonderful pampering I will get, honest to be said, I got more than I bargained for. XF was really sensual with his movements and the way he went about to give me the treatment was really out of this world. I cannot think of any other therapist that would have gone down to such details. Well, as they said, one thing led to another and before I got to say “eureka” there he was already trying to initiate to “enter” me! I avoided him coming into me but finally, I relented as he was too good and his skills for a young guy, was really amazing! He possessed a rather odd looking weapon but nonetheless, it was nothing that I have not seen. I took it like a man and the more he did it albeit the painfulness, it actually felt good! Being a top myself I thought this young chap exceeded his skills to the max. I guess that afternoon; I have totally surrendered to the warm embrace of his skills. Another thing about him, when I complained that it was painful and asked him to move in slowly, he did so with much geniality, for a young dude, he was totally sensitive unlike some, which I know, are brash!

You could have guessed it, there was no proper massage treatment; what I had was an intense sexual act that afternoon. After we had finished with the task, he asked if he could hitch a ride from me. From a ride, it went to dinner, yes not the smart thing to do but I was intrigued to interview this XF. So, we settled at a restaurant in 1U, sat down and there he began to pour out to me his life story. He had 3 boyfriends before, and his last one was like 2 weeks ago. Alarm bells began to sound immediately when he said he broke off 2 weeks ago, yeah guys, rebound! I thought to myself, better keep my distance from him, as I could not afford to have an emotional tidal wave hitting me! In summary, he is an intelligent dude but comes from a broken up family, raised by his mother (dad walked out of the family), is still vague of what love is, kid like attitude and best of all, thinks that he knows best in all things (well not all, there are certain things he is still raw). I began to feel a sense of compassion for XF but I know that this is wrong, because knowing myself, to allow me to develop feelings for a kid yet a masseur is so totally awry! If you think that this was the last time we kept in touch, you are wrong my dear readers. For the minute my mind decides to say NO, my fingers began to text him and asked if he still wants to meet up! Talk about hypocrisy, assuring oneself but doing the opposite of it!

But, now, I’m more certain that my feelings for case#1 is one sided, I guess. I’m so sucked up to this that I give myself false hopes to think that I might be able to change him or influence him, but the more I spend time with him, suffice to say, I think he is taking advantage of me and the fact that I’m the one who buys dinner all the time. I’m at a loss…not that I cannot afford the dinners, but its more likely towards the emotional exchanges that might fall on me, and that these exchanges will only result in being one sided…

AN END TO A STEAMY STRESS-FUL DAY!

2008-06-06T23:37:00.005+08:00

It was one of those very stressful day in the office. Nothing seemed to go right, and there you are stuck in between two feuding managers and what can you do? Let's just say that it was THE day which one would rather not want to go through but life makes you venture right into it and you have no choice but to put up a brave front and move on with it. So, that day was like what I went through, after battling and almost wounded and exhausted, I decided that life really was more than all that, and then I thought to myself, it was the pay that was making me stay on and endure.

And, endurance was what kept me going on, and not to say the pay was my major yardstick of sanity. Actually, my salary is nothing to shout about but it does pay the bills and also, perhaps give me at least some shopping freedom. So, there I was a wounded soldier on the verge of dying and what does one think of next...? Gym...yes, for me, strangely and very weirdly, that's how I manage to relax myself from all this stress by working out and de-stressing myself. It was close to 9pm, and I thought, maybe the gym would be empty by then and being a working day the next, perhaps I might have the whole work out area to myself?

what a stress-ful day!

Upon reaching the gym, I realized I was very wrong! It was crowded and there was a number of PLUs who were there too....and I was like, what the hell? Eyes rolling, never mind, I thought, maybe I will have to devise my plans for that evening. Like it or not, life was not going to be kind to me, and instead, what I wanted, it didn't turn out to be what I had expected! Bloody fucking assholes, I was crying out for my private space, but none was there to offer me, so reluctantly I had a terrible workout and instead, I headed to the changing room and stripped off my gym clothes and decided to head to the steam room, in the hope that I might just unwind for the day. As I made my way to the steam room, again my heart beat faster, hoping that it will not be crowded. Like the Chinese proverb says " There is a head and a tail" meaning in every situation that happens, there will be a start and an end. With great anticipation, I pushed the door open and what expected me was a pleasant surprise, as there were only 3 guys in it. I thought to myself, good, let it be that way, and I made my way to the little corner of that room. As I seated myself and began to unwind myself, the guy next to me, walked out and left. In my heart, I was thinking, perhaps the other two guys would also leave me alone.

The seconds began to click away but these two guys did not budge off from their area and instead I noticed some 'movement' between these two guys. From the faint steams arising, I noticed that they were not bad in their size. Fairly tall and also muscular, they kinda look cute but too much steam and further to that, the room was not brightly lit. I began to eye them and I noticed the guys were also eyeing me, and their movement indicated that they were trying to yank off their towel off and so to entice them, I did that same movement too and before anyone can say "eureka", these two also did the same. The minute they did that, what emerged out was two pairs of very nice men tool meaning, nice shape, nice length and nice width. It was so sexually arousing to see them just do it in front of me. Basically, the guy on his left was stroking the other guy's cock and the other one was also reciprocating the same way. My jaw nearly dropped and before you knew it, my little one became a sprouting mushroom. I made my way nearer to them and these two did not budge from their area and began to perform (so to speak) as if I was the only audience worth their salt to show off their talents. It was very hot (pardon the pun) but looking at them stroking and playing, and teasing each other, it was all too much for me, for before you knew it, I was also stroking my own. As they say, for every action there will be an reaction!

two naughty guys in a sauna, my lucky day?

But, our little fun ended there as before one of them could cum, someone was approaching and that mischievous little play act had to stop. The guy on his left moved out quickly and followed by the other guy, and from that very hot action, it became a no-show. I was thinking to myself, what the fuck? It was already close to climaxing why not allow me this chance to see the whole action? Reluctantly, I walked out of the steam room and entered into one of the shower stall and who do I see before me? It was the other guy and he had his curtain half opened just nice for me to observe him. I know he was really horny as he was jerking off vigorously and then when he saw me, he opened more for me to watch him. Like all good shows, there must be some acting too, so I too acted in accordance to his wishes and it was damn hot!! What's more to say? I'm sure you would have all guessed the ending, so let's just leave it that way.

it ended nicely though...

Anyway, that little drama stressed to me that life maybe give you shit but at the end of the day, you may still expect some little rebates out of all these. Hey, who can ask for more when two hunks play right in front of you, perform as you were the rightful owner to view their little private show, I don't think I can ask for more....

STUFFING AWAY BEFORE THE START OF THE WEEK

2008-06-02T00:23:00.007+08:00

Steamy Steamboat

Just came back from a steamboat dinner with Slutty Whore, My Other Glam Half and her Cub boyfriend. Location was at this Telephone (spelled Talipon in Malay) Restaurant at Kuchai Lama Road. If you have been to this place before, you will notice that not only do they serve steamboat but they will also offer some dishes where you can fry on the spot. Actually, that steamboat pot is very small and the highlight of the contraption that comes with it is sections whereby you can fry your chicken, fish, meat...and they actually provide butter, err...cheaper version, its actually vegetable butter.

As in all buffet settings, you will have the usual seafood, meat and vegetables. This is the second time I'm actually patronizing this place but to tell you the truth, I did not want to go but since it was suggested by Slutty Whore and I did want to see my other half glam (have not seen her for some months now), I decided to tag along to go for it. Anyway, it was also a good chance to meet her cub boyfriend, which I have been hearing so much about from Slutty Whore.

As we settled to eat, we started to take the stuff that we wanted to eat, some took the chicken, some took the mutton and as for me, my beef was always there. I notice the cub had taken heaps of prawns and he was actually de-shelling them. I asked him why was he doing he, he told me that his girlfriend (which is my other half glam) will not touch it if the shell was still intact. Ahhh...such a loving boy friend...I wonder if I will ever get one that will actually do that for me, or maybe I will have to do it for them??? While all the eating and feasting was going on, we began to joke and some of the jokes were really not really apt for that place, what with children running around? The best part of the night when it came to the dessert part, I took the ice cream with the cone and then began to suggestively lick in the motion of how you would actually lick a **ahem** .

Need to work out after all that stuffing...

My other half glam gave me that "look" but in reality, she was enjoying my little antic. But, in all seriousness, never do it in a public place which is a "G" rating, where you have families around...however, I did make a point, the Cub actually couldn't resist and went to have one too! I told my other half glam...better watch out, he may be liking "ice-creams" more in the future! She gave me the disgusted look...

All in all, it was a good evening to end a weekend and whats to come later during work, oh gosh, I don't even want to think of it, but will just be positive about it. So, to all, have a good working week.

What a way to end the weekend...

Finally....

2008-06-01T17:15:00.006+08:00

I managed to muster some strength to start updating my blog...yes it has been a rather long sabbatical which I must add has been also a refreshing one. What's been happening to me, you might ask...errrm, nothing really but the usual like going to the gym and doing stuff that I never had much to think about, you know, just living a life, and that all, made me not think so much of updating my blog too frequently. However, I do want to continue this updating and will come in here more often than none and share with you guys my mundane life...and if you find this too senseless to read, well, what do you expect when I am not even thinking of what to say actually.

ahhh, its so nice to be back....

So, all my faithful readers out there, I'm back....and hopefully do not dissapear again!

MIKA MIKA

2008-01-21T22:44:00.000+08:00

I have a confession to make. I'm so into this song "Relax" by Mika that I have to upload this into my blog and also mention this guy. He may not appeal to many but to me, I think he is great. As he is usually "campy", word has it that he is gay. But, Mika responded it very cleverly by saying that what has a guy's sexuality got to do with what he does on stage? I totally respect this guy, I mean a guy's sexuality is secondary to what he can do as a performer or even the talents that he possess.

This statement in itself reinforces that a person's talent should not be overshadowed by his sexuality. What he does he do in the four walls of his privacy is his business and as other lay people out there, there should not be any judgements whatsoever.

So here are some of his music video...enjoy...by the way, the first song, "Relax" is so danceable!

USED UNDERWEAR ANYONE?

2008-01-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

u want my underwear...?

When I was still green about the PLU world, the only place of contact for me was the IRC (at that time) and now, the various chat channels. Having the privileged of the Internet is really awesome as it led us to come to a point whereby we can virtually connect and build our networks with all kinds of people out there.

Well, having said that, of course, when such an interaction is established, the good and bad will be lumped in together. I do not deny that I had much fun chatting with these unscrupulous characters as they usually give me insights of how our PLU lives revolve around. Amongst my colorful chats, there are some that involves the various fetishes.

One such fetish is the saga of the “used underwear”. Yes, there are people who are actually indulging in such activities and I guess it completely norm for them. But, to the uninitiated like me who conforms to the majority of conservatives out there, such fetishes are a bit too harsh to accept. Nevertheless, to accept all kinds of diversity in our lives, we need to be tolerant and that is how I was approach by these people.

The chat began very innocently asking how I was and why was I hanging around in the chat room. We sort of talked a bit and then the proceeded to what our interests were. I began to tell him about mine and when it was his turn, I was completely stunned, for what he indulged into was something I did not thought of. He informed me that he was into underwear and more specifically, used ones!

“Err, you mean you like those used underwear?” I enquired enthusiastically.
“Yes, I like them but to be more specific, cum filled ones” he replied.
“Huh? Cum filled ones? How ah?” I again asked innocently.
“Well, all the guy needs to do is just jerk off into it and then send it to me”.
“Hmm, I do not think that’s my cup of tea” with eyes rolling.
“I know it’s not easy for others to accept it but it’s a fetish for me, and I have loved it ever since I tried it” he added.
“How did this happen?” I asked.
“A good friend of mine was sniffing it one day, and I happen to catch him doing it. I thought it was crazy to do such a thing but when he challenged me to try it, I took it and then suddenly, I liked the smell” he replied.
“You mean you like the smell? How is it that makes you like it? I posed.
“Not sure but the smell actually triggers me and it makes me high, and I get an instant gratification upon smelling it and playing with my dick at the same time. I will imagine the guy doing it while I’m masturbating” he told me in detail.
“Well, good for you, I guess like they say, one man’s meat is another’s poison” I laughed.
“So, would you like to shoot your cum into your underwear and let me have it?”
“My underwear and my cum?” I repeated.
“Yes, I want yours and you can drop it at this locker at the Kelana Jaya Swimming complex” he added.

jerk off into your underwear....

That guy actually told me the procedure of how to drop off the underwear into this specific locker and he will collect it later. I was like astonished by his request and what more, his insistence on me to give him my undies. But, I did not do it as I was too timid at that time and then again, I thought to myself, should I actually give him my good underwear or the ones, which is already loose, or have holes in them? And, should it be branded or some normal brands we have out there? This was all confusing, a part of me wanted to do it but the other part, well, I did not want to part with my precious undies.

wanna buy my undies...?

Later on, I learnt that there were actually guys who would buy these undies and would pay a hefty sum for it too, so perhaps, I can get some buyers out there? Any takers eh?

THE HOUSE OF WHORES

2008-01-13T19:41:00.000+08:00

Last night was quite happening for me. We celebrated Slutty Whore's birthday early and we had a pot luck dinner party at his place at the Rainbow Hills. THE food did not matter, what mattered most was the booze available. Of course, SW did not want us to buy him a present and instead asked us to each bring a dish and booze! So, there were wines, hard liquor and more hard liquor.

dressing up for the party...

As he had invited both straights and gays, one can definitely see the segregated groups converging at one area, whilst the queens took the other side. It was a bit boring at first but after our fabulous fag hag, MaMa-san Cynthia began mixing drinks and offering to both sides, suddenly the groups began to break up and merged. I looked with amazement with how the two groups managed to gap each other and just had so much fun.

We laughed and talked almost anything under the sky and the straight group were also game to join in with our banter. All in all, it was a night to remember but then, we were waiting for our main guest to arrive, who we named him, Wholesome Willy. He was wholesome in the sense, he had the looks, the body and best of all, he had this next door neighbor kind of guy, whom you would just love to smother him with all your tender loving kindness and what not, exert your ever powerful lust on him!

don't make me drunk, ya...

So, that night, we had Cynthia, Spiky Calvin, me (of course) and another few other guys all waiting to grab his attention. When he arrived, Cynthia immediately did her job by offering liquor to that poor boy. As we all know, WW cannot drink and immediately his face began to turn into strawberry red. It was so serious that he began to slur in his speech and this all happened by just one drink! Right smack at that moment, the three of us, oh no, the two of us actually began to take turns to get "closer" to our target. It was hilarious, as we all took turns to snap pictures with this hot hunk! But, alas, all good things have to end, our dear WW had to leave the party half-way as he has a buddy from overseas who is in town to meet him. Hence, he wasn't able to stay longer for if he had been longer, I think Cynthia would have used her charms to seduce a gay man!! YUCKS!!!

The night ended with a lot of drinks flowing freely and by the time it was late, only a fraction of the guests actually got drunk, the rest were still sober, meaning to say, the both of us (Cynthia and me) did not do a good job. Of course, we managed to molest Gyrating Gerald in bed!! Actually, it was the pretext of having a girl to girl talk and we invited GG to come in bed and lie between us, and before anything he could do, he was molested. However, if GG was angry, he sure did not show any objections in what we were doing, rather he was enjoying it but he kept on saying he didn't like it. Anyways, that molestation did end and we did let GG go off and by the time everything ended, it was already close to about 2 in the morning.

ok, we promise not to drink anymore...

Ah well, we all swore we will not drink anymore but knowing us, there will be an excuse for us to indulge in this again, maybe soon?

WHAT YOU SOW IS WHAT YOU LOSE...

2008-01-12T00:21:00.000+08:00

Overheard at one of our Christmas gatherings at Mei Mei's place last December. It concerned about a certain friend of ours. A little background about this friend of ours, whom I shall christened as Denial Denny. You see, DD was an ex-colleague of Mei Mei at her old office located somewhere in the golden triangle.

Do I look Gay...?

MM has this penchant of "outing" gays and she is really good at it. Not only is MM fabulous and also attractive, she has this wonder touch and each time she spots a guy who dresses fashionably immaculate, her gaydar starts to tingle. Better than any AWACS out there, MM can sniff out the gay-ness in every guy she meets up.

So, DD was not that exceptional. For whatever magic MM used on her, she was able to "out-ed" our darling, DD. That was sometime ago but what I heard recently was that DD was seeing this rather hunky dory guy. They have been dating (so to speak, for in DD's terms, dating means just a one night stand and that's it but for this one, it was serious) and that guy had even moved in with him. In DD's term, this means marriage!

All is well, you dear readers might fathom but no, it was not to be. For there were a strange brewing of jealous energy emitting from Kenny Hills for a few months now. It seems that our dear DD has not been able to keep his manhood in check and have begun to sow wild oats around the clubbing and gym scene. Obviously, the other half of DD found out of these sexploits and they began to have intense oral exchanges not of the pleasant sort but of the most foul kind you would ever think of.

It came to a point that according to MM, there were involvement of friends in this fight and their roles were to set these two apart. Looks like the relationship turned really bad, and no sooner before one can spell out Dakota Blues, it ended just like that.

However, our dear DD was to find out the shock of his life. DD is an avid collector of expensive branded underwear's; you name all of the famous brands out there, and DD will have a collection of them. It seems that DD's skin is sensitive that cheaper brands are almost non-existent in his wardrobe. And, knowing how much DD loves his collection, this ex-other half concocted a very good surprise for him the day he left his condo. It seems that all of his collections were gone and what was left was the cheaper version of the made in China series strewn all over his cupboards.
Naturally, DD was furious but what I found out later was that because DD knew he invited this trouble upon himself, he decided not to pursue this matter. Till this day, amongst our circle, this was the story that has been circulating and I just go to know it.

Don't take my underwear please...

When I heard of it, I laughed not at the poor misery ending of DD but rather his folly ways! But, it also serves a reminder that when a relationship turns sour, anything can happen and in this case, a collection of expensive branded underwear's goes missing.

I've learnt my lesson

What you may say happened to those used underwear's? Hmm, perhaps placed at some night market? Or have you not heard that there are some aficionados out there who actually dig into used underwear's and actually pays a very high price for them??

MR. DEAD STARE

2008-01-10T23:05:00.001+08:00

I really am not sure why but most of my best stories actually come from the gym. And this particular one is no different from the rest, except well, its a bit weird to begin with.

Last evening, I was at the gym doing my routine. After bracing for over an hour and stuck in the jam in the city, I was already feeling very stressed up! I needed my time at the treadmill and also to work out really hard to ease all those tensions.

Upon arriving at the gym, went to locker, changed into my gym attire and headed to the cardio section. I met Facial Kenny and as we were updating each other on the usual news (actually gossips), while coming down the stairs, I accidentally bumped into this guy. It was entirely my fault and I said sorry to him almost immediately without even having an eye contact with him. I proceeded to the cardio area and Facial Kenny joined me a few minutes later. While, I was alone, I sensed I was being followed. This sort of feeling usually hovers around me and I will feel as if there was someone staring at me. To make a point of my so called 'feelings', I turned around and true to my bones, that same guy I bumped into was staring at me. He was working out but his eyes instead of focusing 12 o'clock, was instead at 2 o'clock.

Immediately faced with such a situation, I looked straight in front. But, not wanting to read too much into it, I thought, perhaps he might be looking at someone else instead or perhaps nothing at all. So, I did my fabulous turnaround and lo and behold, this guy (let me describe him, a late 20's something guy, crew cut, standing at about 6 feet, nice structure but not the muscular type and one thing that sets him apart is his eyes!) who I shall name him Dead Stare, was still fixed at his 2 o'clock position.

are u staring at me....?

My heart pounded harder this time but it could also be due to my incessant running at the treadmill but I know this feeling is not the same as what I had encountered before. Lucky for me, FK joined me later and when I finished my treadmill session, I asked FK to accompany me to the free weights section. Obligingly, FK joined me but he had his session so he literally left me to fend for myself at the weights section all alone. While doing my routines, my eyes actually scanned the whole area, not at hunky hot guys but at Dead Stare, wondering if he also was at the same floor.

Guess, what? He was not there, and I was so relief of this burden that I enjoyed my routines at the free weights. After an hour or so, I usually end with my sit ups (150 times) and then head for my showers. Stripping off my gym attire, I cloaked myself with my towel and then drenched myself for a while under the running water before going into the steam room.

Upon entering it, I realised that it was full that evening. I thought to myself it could be because the sauna was not working, thus, the majority of the guys will head to the steam room. It was packed and there were no place to sit so, I stood at one corner and trying hard to imagine my skin getting pampered by all that steam. While my eyes were doing the wandering around in the hot steamy room, I noticed a figure standing directly 11 o'clock from me, and from my first view, the shape of that person looked very familiar. I stared again, harder this time to make out the figure in that steamy room, and to my fear, it was Mr. Dead Stare!!

I went out of the steam room almost immediately and again, my sixth sense told me that someone is following me. True, it was that same guy and for the first time in my whole entire life, I was like scared shit. I wonder why? I mean, he is not a bad looking guy, almost "do-able" but why am I feeling in this way? Perhaps, I'm not used to the notion of me getting cruised, perhaps I hold better when I cruise them. It must that, because when a person has been targeted, it means you hold no power and one will feel vulnerable. Hence, that is the feeling I was having at the moment, so I can imagine how guys will feel when they are are being watched or followed, like how I felt.

As you thought that this would end here, no, it did not! As I finished my shower and I quickly sauntered to my locker, as if this was a fate, my locker and Mr. Dead Stare was like merely 4 lockers away. He was already all dressed up and he looked rather nice in his matching shirt and jeans. Mr. Dead Stare dresses really well and quite fashionably too, but his stares were really eating into me! I purposely took my time to dress up and he being all dressed up had no reason to linger at the locker, as there were some other guys coming in after their workout. So, he quietly left the place but not without giving me that dead stare look.

Mr. Dead Stare

After all that had happened, I wonder if I will ever get to meet Mr. Dead Stare again? If I do, definitely, this will be my next and upcoming post. I wonder what i will do this time round? I guess its time for a strike back!

ALLAH, PLEASE VINDICATE US!

2008-01-08T22:21:00.000+08:00

Barely only 8 days into the New Year and already we have funny rumblings from the Government. Have you not read the papers? Or perhaps you are not local, either way, here is some of the things that have had happened:-

1. Only in Malaysia you have shortages of cooking oil, flour and sugar.
2. Only in Malaysia will the Government forbid people of other faiths from building their statues.
3. Only in Malaysia is the holy word of "ALLAH" forbidden to be used by Christians who incidentally also share the same believe in the one God.

4. Only in Malaysia do you have a grandfather, who incidentally is also the Health Minister caught in a sex scandal. (talk about being sexually active at that age!)

5. Only in Malaysia will you have the increase of tolls and fuel coming up almost instantaneously after the elections (which is widely speculated to be in early March '08).

6. Only in Malaysia do you have insensitive remarks given and taken like demolishing a temple on the eve of a major religious holiday that belongs to that group?

7. Only in Malaysia do you have groups telling you that your conscience is sinful and should not listen to it.

8. Only in Malaysia do you have quotas and what not that further makes our nation less competitive!

9. Only in Malaysia do you have the Government treating its citizens like kids who do not have a mind to think.

10. And the best of it all, the Immigration Department has restricted the intake of all foreign priests into this country and those currently serving are required to leave the country....so where is the fairness and justice to all this? Why the discrimination against people of other faiths?

Ok, if anyone of you find the above a wee bit too sensitive to be written here, but its not that I'm writing something that does not exist. I write that what the papers are telling us and from what I have read, I'm worried! If you guys (locals that is) is still talking about their little own world that would be tarnished very soon, I reckon you better do something concrete about it. Don't just sit there like some arm chair critic but exercise the most important thing of all, exercise your rights as a citizen and vote. If you have not registered and say that you are not bothered, then I guess nothing will ever change.

Allah help us all!

THE YEAR IT WAS...

2008-01-08T21:26:00.000+08:00

I've been procrasinating...

Well it has been sometime now since I officially pen something in my blog here. The truth is, I have been plain capital L A Z Y!!! The holidays and the timing of parties and gatherings during the course of the end of the year, made me feel so busy. Apart from attending parties and dinners, I had to also finish off my work in the office, so there were many things that I had to catch up on.

Firstly, before going off for my annual holiday leave, I had to ensure that I finished off my work and completed them so that I do not have to trouble others to follow-up on my behalf. Secondly, when you attend parties and meet up with faces you have not met in years, you definitely want to ensure you look good! So, I spent time in the gym and also going for my spa treatment, just so that I can enjoy that little slice in life (after all, we work so hard!).

Thirdly, I'm like addicted to that game Bogglific (Boggles actually, if you have played them before, its a board game) in Facebook. The ability to test my mind and get as many scrambled alphabets to make a word, intrigues me, for I'm a person who is up to challenges! Well, no prizes but the ability to beat some other western speaking person from the other part of the world gives me some immense pleasure. Before the game starts, we will have a look at the persons who will challenge us and there would be ratings included in them. So, the higher the rating from "muah", the more I'm very intense to make up for i.e. to win the game.

Of course, amongst the gatherings that we had, one of the more interesting ones was the reunion of the old queens! Yes, that generation that use to gyrate in Liquid, once a upon a time, and how we all got to know each other rather than the stats that we possess. Conversation was easy and intellectual, but alas, nowadays, such conversational skills seem so lacking in the present generation. I dread to think of how these present ones can lift up the scales of excellence that the old queens use to hold on to. Such things like friendship and I mean, genuine ones, really flow through, but today's friendships are so fragile and interesting enough, they contain so many hidden agendas in them.

Having said that, I'm not implying that the old queens were perfect but the kind of language used were a common identity that grouped us together. Using such lingo amongst us really made us feel special and we literally played with the words, which I find today lacking. If you were to crack up a joke this very instance and shout it out to the common crowd amongst us, I can safely say that perhaps if lucky, 10% can understand what you are saying whilst the others, can just smile and laugh aimlessly.

Hmm, having felt the good of the both sides, I find that I really feel nostalgic about the past in a way, but moving forward, I embrace what I have and face the future that lies in front.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2008

2008-01-01T11:55:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year 2008!!! Yes, this writer had taken a sabbatical leave from blogging and all aspects of writing juicy stories here because simply because, it was the season that made me want to take stock and just hang out with my friends whom I have not met for eons!

This being said, I think I'm already feeling so refreshed and willing to put in more of my thoughts into this blog. I'm going to make some changes in the format and type of things I will put in here and hopefully, I will bridge my inner and outer self, to better reflect what I have to say, that is, "WITHOUT FEAR OR FAVOR!!"

Till then, I'm coming in later to bring up updates of what happened to me and heaps of pictures to tell my side of the story.

Have a safe and peaceful year, may 2008 bring us more closer and less extreme thoughts.

God Bless you all!

THE 12 DAYS OF CHRISTMAS

2007-12-15T01:18:00.000+08:00

This classic carol was part of me when I was growing up. I particularly like the part when Ms. Piggy sang "Five Gold Rings" not sure why, but instantaneously propelled me to my childhood days. Perhaps I was the generation that grew up with Sesame Street, so it kinda holds some sentimental value when I listen to this.

I guess, I'm getting a bit sentimental during this part of the year when so many things happen and one can really get caught up with the moods of this season.

TIS' THE SEASON TO BE SWINDLED

2007-12-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

Today must be THE day for swindlers to act! Why do I say this? Well, this afternoon, I received a call which number was on the "withheld" status.

Usually, such calls will be either from overseas or from these Insurance or Credit Card companies trying to sell their products. I had the choice of not responding to it but what if it was from one of my friends overseas? So, in good faith, I answered the call and from the end of the voice, it was a Mandarin speaking girl. Before, you could even say "Jericho", I've already figured out what this girl wanted. I had the thought that perhaps that maybe she is trying to tell me that I'm the lucky one and all I need was to give her my bank account number and they would deposit my winnings into it.

However, this call was different from the previous one. This one actually started with telling me that they were from this company and they were going to hold a party next Saturday at one of the shopping malls in the city. I thought, why not, entertain a bit and find out more about this scheme.

what a day...!

Mind you, all the conversation was uttered in the Mandarin dialect.

Girl: "How are you sir, I'm representing company so and so and would like to invite you to our party this coming Saturday at this mall". "Have you heard of this event and even our company?"

Me: "No, as a matter of fact, I have not heard of it"

Girl: "Oh we are very new in the market and one of the ways for us to advertise is to get you invited to our events where there will be performances, food and also lucky draws!"

Me: "Well, I will attend if I have the time"

Girl: "Sir, you must come, please do make a point to attend as we have lots of activities that day" "By the way, what's your name?"

At this juncture, I felt a bit suspicious as my understanding is, if you know my cell phone number, definitely you will know whom you are calling.

Me: "Don't you know my name? If you have my number, I would think that you would have already got it from a source that would have included in a name?"

Immediately, the girl went into hyper drive. She was speaking so fast, that there were certain words that I could not understand.

Girl: "Don't worry sir, we got your number from a reliable source and we did not source out additional information. I would just like to your surname since there would be a lot of people attending that day and I would like to register your name for the gifts"

Me: "Didn't you hear me the first time? I said that I would attend if I have the time"

Girl (sounding emotional): "Why must you be so difficult? I just want to know your surname and that you also do not want to tell me? What kind of guy are you? You good for nothing...."

The rest of the conversation from here ended in a lot of swear words and before you knew it, like the SHINKANSEN, she sped off and cut me off!

u stupid bitch!

What nerve that bitch has to call me names and swear off like that. I didn't even have the chance to reply my swear words in Mandarin!! Anyway, this was the first time, I have received such a call, mostly it was the AF calls and they spoke in Indonesian.

So, in future, you guys also receive such calls, I guess the best policy is not to entertain them as there are so many swindlers out there.

Oh, before I forget, I also got an interesting mail from a swindler and of all places from facebook! Yes, I got the most lame-st email ever. Its about this brother and sister from Ivory Coast, whose fortune that they must take out of the country. They need an account to deposit this huge sum of money and have asked the reader, that is ME, to provide them. Apart from my generosity of providing them that facility, they would also pay me 10% of their inheritance money as a token of gratitude to me!

Two swindlers in one day, how lucky can one get? Luckily, its not a stormy night with thunder & lightning!!

SIESTA

2007-12-12T14:40:00.000+08:00

slipping to the dreamy state...

What's good about having to work half a day and taking the other half of it off, sure makes a person feel much happier and also less stressful. Well, I'm on a half day leave today, just to clear off my leave and go figure, I'm actually putting this here. Anyway, I do not mind to do so as it gives me some private time for myself to do the things that I want to do.

As I look outside, the rain has just stopped and knowing me, I might want to get my power nap, perhaps one or two hours. Some people can have a power nap for about half an hour and, after it, they will feel so refreshed. Actually, I'm a true believer in power naps, naps that do not take the whole entire day or half a day, but usually confined to about one hour the most.

making sure not sleeping too excessively...

I usually have power naps when I'm not doing anything and this will always take place in the afternoons around 3 plus. As most people will drive into slumber and then take longer than they should, I would usually condition myself to only take half an hour or the most one hour. The reason being, is that I will not want to feel lethargic after my nap.

The whole point is to feel refreshed and cheat the body that you have rested enough, and strangely, body will respond to that lie. Its only if you are really tired, then this will not work. But, if you need that extra storage of energy to be flushed out, why not take a power nap soon?

wanna sleep with me?

As for me, guess, what, after this, I'm going to head to my bed and get my much needed "siesta"...

much stronger after the rest!

DECK THE HALLS WITH BOUGHS OF HOLLY...

2007-12-11T00:39:00.000+08:00

thank goodness for competent colleagues...

Finally, the last piece of my Christmas decoration has been put up. Nothing to shout about but this involves placing running lights on the garland outside my house. To me, it was a finalization of what I have ever imagined to have it done and since now, I have already done it, I'm feeling a bit contended.

Yes, the joyous celebrations of all will be celebrated in about 2 weeks time and during this time, one begins to ponder, should I start doing my Christmas shopping now?

Another finalization of my other project to organize for the Christmas party in the office also paid well. I guess choosing able colleagues to be in my committee and getting them to help me on this has also blossomed. As I was on leave on Friday, these same people did all the calling and also managed to cut down the price while not sacrificing the quality and the number of food served, we managed to stay within the budget, hurray!

So as I came back to work, the first thing they came to report to me is to give me the price list and the dishes they have ordered. The final figure was something that I did not anticipate and moreover, they are also providing two waiters to serve us, free of charge!

what shall I buy...?

However, I found out that there is something else I have not done and that is to get my Christmas pressie ready. Since its a holiday today, I will go to the malls after my gym and shop for the presents and also maybe do a bit of personal shopping too, who knows, someone special will get a present placed under my tree?

WHERE SHALL I GO?

2007-12-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

There's so much of discounts lately in the air fares and I feel compelled to book some and just get off for a few days just to hang loose. With budget airlines like AirAsia and soon, Tiger Airways hitting our airspace next year, I think I will have more choice in terms of choosing my point of destination. I've got to do some homework but if I'm going to a place which I'm already familiar with, I think I will just get the tickets and book my rooms online.

Travelling alone is good for me, and if I were to travel in a group, I prefer not a big one, because logistically speaking, we need to wait for each other and this would be very cumbersome. I have organized such groups before but frankly speaking, if I were to take them out, I will have to understand their likes and dislikes, hence, it will be quite a fair bit for me, as after all, I'm out for a break, not to work again.

come away with me...??

So, with the end of the year coming and the new year approaches, I have in mind to go to several places but have not made up my mind as yet. I may end up in a new place but knowing me, I might end up in another familiar place which I might have gone before!

WHAT BLISS...

2007-12-07T22:11:00.000+08:00

what a blissful day...

What can I say about this day, except it was blissful and not stressful at all. Yes, when I woke up, what greeted me was a gloomy day without the sun, and suddenly I felt like it was winter again. The sun was out, the air was crisp and here I was lying in my warm bed, feeling as if suddenly what I wished for to happen in Malaysia, might just come true? That it would be winter here...instead of rain, we get snow?

Well, it was just a wish, and nothing more to it. I woke up at the pace I wanted to, and did not have to rush off to work like what I do each and every morning! I took things in my stride for it was my day off, and I was going to maximize this day to the maximum. As I looked out to the window, I notice that a soft rain began to fall and before you know it, its already making feel sleepy once again, and my thoughts were only aimed at my bed and my pillow. But, I had an appointment for the car, so I went to the service center, had my car serviced and then came back home, did some stuff and then headed out for gym and also tea with my friends, who happened not to be working too.

wish everyday was like today...

As I decided to go to MidValley for gym, I noticed that the malls are all decked in their best and certainly the atmosphere really feels 'Christamasy'. If a first time visitor thought that this country was a Christian majority, they are so wrong. As most malls will use this period (since its also the end of the year) to cash in on sales, and commercialization has remain the center point instead of what we are supposed to celebrate.

Anyway, I'm really impressed with this year's theme and also decorations in Mid Valley. The whole concept I thought that it had a warm feeling, ahhh, in short, its a blissful day today! I really hope every day is like this too.

WHAT A DAY!

2007-12-06T23:01:00.000+08:00

This evening, I had to rush out of the office for my choir practice. As I was on leave the next day, I wanted to finish as many tasks. However, as I about to leave the office, THE BOSS called me and asked me to update him and the CFO on one our on-going case. So, grudgingly, I dragged myself to the CFO's room to update him (although I have already updated him via the e-mail).

After all the repeating, which I found myself stupid to do so, CFO began to mumble something to me about something on how to approach this problem and how I did my job, blah, blah and began to give me a lecture. I was like WTF, I don't want this, I need to get out of the office right now, but no, this CFO was holding me from what I wanted to do. He began to analyze my strategy dealing with this problem and how I could improve on it. Halfway around, my mind began to slip into my dream state mode and began to actually hum the parts for the songs that we were suppose to sing. I began to day dream until something hit me back to reality...

hey u...get me out of here!

The CFO gave me valuable inputs but could not work in this case! (confirmation given by THE BOSS after my meeting with the CFO) After what looked like hours, CFO finally relents and allows me out of the room. I charged over to my place, ready to pack up, shut down my pc and head out when my subordinate, Slinky Selma came up to me and presented another problem for me to help her solve.

God Have mercy!! I need to get out now, I'm pressed for time! But, like all calm creature, I attended to her without showing my inner feelings and then, calmly waited for her to talk to me about her problems. Luckily for me, this was a small problem and before she could finish, I finished her sentence and told her how to face it. Slinky thought it over for a while and agreed with my proposal.

Finally, it was all over. I quickly began to shut down my system, packed my things and got out of the office finally. By the time, I reached the choir area, I could see that the members were all seated and the best part of it, they did not start yet. I began to slip into my seat immediately and then began to practice with the rest.

As I began to type this out now, I began to wonder what a day I had. I've noticed that whenever you are pressed for time, all such things will fall into place and disrupt all the perfectly laid out plans you had for the day. Perfectionist as I am, I know the day will never go along as how you had planned it, that is why contingency plans are always needed and a cool mind and head needs to be in place!

just keep cool and smile...

About the choir, it went well, the children sang such beautifully, like little angels!

THE CHRISTMAS PARTY

2007-12-05T23:43:00.000+08:00

I've been tasked to take care of the Christmas party in my office and naturally, being a planner, I have so much fun bringing new ideas to it. Of course, being the only PLU in the department, it means that I'm also oozing with creativity from the gift exchanges right up to the food served that evening.

Naturally, one of the horrifying thing that comes up to mind is BUDGET! Yes, I'm allowed to spend this amount of money, but I need to ensure I do not go overboard on it. I'm pretty sure that things will flow naturally as this is not the first time I have organized a party like this.

ho ho ho...

Anyway, as they say, there is strength in numbers, so the first thing I did was send an email to all in my office (which comprised of 4 different departments) and enquired if they were interested to join in. After getting the actual numbers, I then work closely with the secretaries and enquired how much each of their bosses will fork out for the gathering. The more money we have, the more we can cater to get good food, but knowing how stingy the department heads are, well, I shall leave it to tomorrow as I will be talking to the CFO and getting the right amount for our party.

so many ideas, but money is a concern...

So, coming back to the party itself, I think I will form a little committee to overlook on the gifts, food and also decorations. As the natural born leader (thank you, thank you), I shall direct and ensure that all these little committee members do their part and make sure we excel in it, because, sad to say, I'm such a perfectionist when it comes to a task!

That could be my forte' and also my worst enemy!

DON'T LOOK DOWN ON THEM

2007-12-04T22:40:00.001+08:00

What is the politically correct reference to those who are deaf and dumb? Do we call them physically challenged persons? In my case, these group of physically challenged guys attend Cali. Gym and truth to be told, I'm really impressed by their ability to overcome all challenges to look good.

These group of them actually attends the gym most days and some times weekends too, working out on their core muscle groups. As their community is rather a small one, they know each other and their numbers are like about 10. So, each time, whenever they attend gym in the evenings, I will notice these group of them always working together and supporting each other.

we work hard to look good...

It's their esprit De corps that has attracted me to them. Each time, by way of communication, their hands and fingers will go all over the place and each time they do such gestures, one can tell whether they are arguing or sharing a joke, or perhaps bitchin' about some cute guy in the gym? From my observation, I've noticed that they actually do have a body language deciphering the things that is happening, and from what I notice after a long time, I can tell whether they are happy or sad. Perhaps the easiest way is to note their face and expression, so in their case, eye contact is very important.

I've studied sign language once a upon a time ago while I was in Uni. doing some community welfare work that involved physically challenged impaired children. The type of sign language I studied was the International English one and I was quite fluent in its gestures (if I may say so). However, after I left Uni. so many years and not being able to practice it with anyone, I found that I could not remember most of it. Some of the common ones, yes I can still pick up but the others which is a bit complicated, well, I have given back.

So, it was good to see these group of physically challenged impaired persons communicating as it brought me back to my memories of my sign language but, there were several gestures which I did not understand and I guess it must be in the Malay Language (which is different in style with the English one).

One thing that also attracted my attention to them was that, these group of special people are also PLUs, and how I got to know it, well, lets just say, its all in the hands! If you do drop by to Cali. in MSC (Menara StanChart) one of the mid-week evenings, you will notice these cute guys using their hands to communicate.

IT'S APPROVED!

2007-12-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

Just some updates on what happened on my annual leave application, well, The Boss said it was entirely his mistake of not approving it in the system and since he had already approved my planned leave much earlier, there was a mistake when the GM cancelled my leave.

According to him, the flow system of our leave application goes like this. From us to The Boss and should stop there. However, if The Boss forgets to approve it and for a number of days, that leave application will then be escalated to the next level, and that will be The Boss's Head (and you think there is no bureaucracy in the private sector?)

So, according to The Boss, it was the month end, and his excuse was that he did not have time to read my application online (even though an email will prompt him to do so). So, that period lapsed and the next thing, it flowed to the next level.

So, are you going to approve my leave...?

Anyway, I looked at him and smiled, and what do you expect me to do here? Go over and pat him on his shoulders and say, "Awww, you poor thing, too much work huh?" Nope, didn't do that, in effect, I did not do anything that was stupendous, just smiled and when he said that it was ok to resubmit again, I did it right away. And , true to his words, he immediately approved it.

Well, at least The Boss is a man of his words, he does have balls after all!

** Can't believe I'm bitchin' about him behind his back**

CHOIR PRACTICE

2007-12-02T22:42:00.001+08:00

hitting the high note!

Just back from my choir practice, and after so many years not participating in it, I find myself a bit lost of my parts but thankfully, the members were supportive and encouraged me all the way. The singing of the parts are the ones that is really difficult at times because we are so used to the harmony and the melodies that at times, I find myself slipping back to it rather than follow my part strictly.

watch me sing...?

Anyway, there will still be practices and I know that from the days onwards, I will improve on it. In addition to this, I'm enjoying what I'm doing so, this is going to be something that I will look forward to it.

Wish me luck!

THE SEASON OF ADVENT.

2007-12-02T14:46:00.000+08:00

Today is the 1st Sunday of Advent in the Christian calendar. The season of Advent or the name of it was taken from Latin, "adventus" meaning to say that this is the season whereby preparations are made to celebrate Christmas.

During this season, the color used will be purple but strangely, on the 3rd Sunday of Advent, the color pink or rose is instead used. Here, one can see that the priest will be robed in pink / rose color and will come out to greet his congregation. The color pink in the church signifies anticipation of wait with joy!

Therefore, as one lights up the advent candles (which has four incidentally for the four Sundays in December), there are 3 purple ones and the last one is pink. That is why, the church is rich in its symbolism and that translates it into the faith that one holds. However, sadly not many live up the expectation to live up according to what has been taught and this brings upon the ire of those who does not share the same faith as us.

I AM SO HIT!

2007-12-02T11:54:00.000+08:00

take off your pants...

HITMAN the game used to very popular and also at the same time attracted numerous controversial as being one of the more gory featured themes, had me mesmerized last night when I went for it a the newly opened GSC in Pavilion. Although not a fan of it when it came out as a game form, I knew something about it as most of my friends were playing it. I felt a bit strange looking at them randomly killing and also the way, the victim was being shot and in addition to that, the number of times it featured violence as its central theme.

Nonetheless, I still made my way to the movie after watching the preview and also wanted to catch more of the main actor, Timothy Olyphant (strange surname). The show is predictably fast paced and the way it portrays is almost exactly as how one is playing the game. But, what really set my eyes toward this movie is Timothy, oh, how hawttt he is! I'm also amazed that all hit men must be properly attired and this was what set me ogling at his impeccable dressing and yet, dangerous.

make my day...

I guess there is a little in me that is into dressing and immaculately dressed dangerous characters. No doubt he was dangerous, but yet, he still kept his cool and had a heart, oh, how much I wish I could just grab him away from that whore Nika! And, the way he spoke, almost totally made me come in orgasmic reactions time after time, and speaking of which, since that is a new cinema and new seats, I think I was pretty much in control!

A quick check on Timothy later revealed that he was born in 1968 and he is married (oh shucks!) but still looks so desirable! His entire package is really to shout out about and I guess, that is why, working hard in the gym really pays off when you reach older, because as we can see from all this living examples, it is good to put some effort in exercise!

So, that's why I'm saying, I'm so hit by this movie not only by the sexy actor Timothy (dressing and the way he speaks) but also the way he took good care of his body! I'm really impressed and make me want to go way out to take really good care of myself!

I WANT MY RIGHTS!

2007-12-01T11:10:00.000+08:00

I want my RIGHTS upheld!

I want my rights!!! Yes, I'm shouting this at top of my voice for some rights here. You see what happens in most companies during this time of the year is that most of us employees are asked to clear our annual leaves. As for the practice in my company, we are allowed to bring forward one year of leave but for the leave which is not taken for the previous year, we have to take it or it might be forfeited. (since the company is so 'Kiam Siap' (stingy in the Fujian dialect) not wanting to reimburse us on it)

For example, if I have 2006 leave still not taken and I have left about 6 days, I'm asked by my HR Dept. to clear them by December 2007; bear in mind, the leave for 2007 is untouched! So like good employees and after doing our leave planning for the month of December, dutifully, I logged into the website and then applied for my leave, subject to my Manager's approval. And, since we have already got his consent on it, as there will be people taking over our duties during our absence and also mind you, its not even a stretch of days, like one or two day in between the holidays and also half days, I clicked on the send button to my Manager.

Lo and behold! for not only it was rejected, it was rejected by my GM and of all persons, why should he get involved in my leave application here? Since this is the case and this did not involve only me but several of my colleagues, we have decided to meet up with the Manager right on Monday morning and discuss on what is really going on here? I mean I want to know my rights here, first, you say that I have to clear my leave, then now you reject it, so what is going on here? Besides, I'm open to the idea that if they do not allow me to take leave just because its the year end, then compensate me of the forfeited leave or maybe come up with a compromise to allow me to bring forward also this 2006 leave to 2008 in addition to the 2007 not taken!

If all else fail, perhaps a complaint to the MOM (Ministry of Manpower) should be forwarded! I want to exercise my RIGHTS!

EARTHQUAKE IN BUKIT TINGGI, MALAYSIA.

2007-12-01T00:35:00.000+08:00

Just now, I caught up the news on TV3 and one of the headlines is that an earthquake occurred in Bukit Tinggi. For those whose geography is pretty bad, this particular Bukit Tinggi is located on the way to Genting Highlands.

It seems that there were 3 earthquakes and the MET (Meteorological) Dept. is going to keep tab on it and in an official statement, telling people not to worry about it.

Hmm, seems like the earthquake fever has now officially shifted to Malaysia. From what I know, Malaysia lies away from the ring of fire, where Indonesia is situated but looking at things now, the truth about Malaysia moving towards the Indian Ocean is true?

Geez, perhaps we must all learn how to survive in the event a major shock like this affects KL! Makes you wonder too, if the world is indeed ending soon....?

ADVENTURES IN A SAUNA, ONE BORING EVENING.

2007-11-29T22:59:00.000+08:00

come play with me...?

Saunas or bath houses, whichever way you call it is a place people go for baths...yes, the naive me once thought, but when I stepped into one myself, how much of that thought just vanished and how much I learnt about such a place called saunas or bath houses. Actually, the word sauna is a very innocent word, but coined into today's text, its not so much as simple like we want it to be.

So, that evening, my dear PBF messaged me in cyberspace and after exchanging our pleasantries began to update me what he did for that evening. One of the places that he made was to a local sauna located in Taman Desa, which we all know as MM. Curious to know how it went he told me that it was not a very fruitful night, meaning to say, not many of the good looking or hot guys were there.

I told him bluntly that being a weekday, for certain you would not expect to get a good crowd there. However, as optimist as I was, he told me that he did find 'someone' along the lurks of the corridor to have some release, but this was not the meaning gist of what actually happened.

According to my PBF, while in the steam room, some chubby guy actually urinated in there and the minute he did that, one could hear the rippling sound as it went down toward the slippery wet floor and the next minute, it stench like some kid tossing a stink bomb. Yes, some fat guy actually did that, and I asked him how sure he was it was him who did it, and my PBF not the one to hold anything from me, said he was merely inches away from him when it happened.

My first reaction to it was, how on earth could he just stand there and watch / hear, whatever you call it? Being misty and so, I mean, its not going to be a sight to behold, right? Well, thank goodness for him, the minute he heard the few sound of the splashes, he hasten his steps out of the place, and while making his way to the door, the whole steam room already had the stench of ammonia!!

Gross!! How can anyone do that in a steam room? But, to think of it, anything can happen in a steam room, right guys? But to pee in there, I mean if you say, someone actually had cum in there, ok, still can be accepted but to actually do that action there is like, double icky gross! Hmm, having said that, stepping on someones else 'cum' on the slippery floor is no fun at all too, to which I think one have to take precautions especially entering a steam room in a bath house.

would u like me to be your FB?

Anyway, my PBF did manage to hook a guy and his impression of this guy was by his measurement of his dick, which according to him was extremely large for a Chinese. Also, this guy had a nice body and his face was just so so, but according to him, could have recruited as FB (fuck buddy). Well, too bad, for after having his little tryst in one of the cubicles available in MM, he left and so did the other guy. It was sheer pity but, I advised him, perhaps make another trip again on the same day and time, the following week, maybe, just maybe, he might be able to catch his large tool friend?

THE 80's ROCK!!

2007-11-27T23:02:00.000+08:00

I just love the 80's and why not? We have all the good music there and one of them, is a group I have not heard it for a long time on the radio's now. Yup, the group Ah-Ha from the Nordic country and once a upon a time, they were so cute, I actually fantasized about them, perhaps, its me and blonde's!

Anyway, this kind of music were the sort that made my heart skip a beat faster as I reminded me how much of memories it held for me, and how much, I enjoyed dancing to its tune. So, today, upon hearing this on the radio, I was like, must add this to my Blog. I know some of you don't even know this song or this group, what the heck, a bit of history lesson for you as you traverse along, at least, don't allow people to call you "JAKUN" for not knowing a bit of music history!

Enjoy...

FATT FATT MEME - ANOTHER FITTED HUMOR

2007-11-27T21:45:00.001+08:00

what another meme...?

Received a message from Bong Bong telling me that I have a meme to compile and when I looked that topics, I'm perplexed with the chosen choice of questions. I never thought that I will be doing this and I would love to avoid getting too personal about it too, but I don't think so, perhaps I'm getting a bit bolder as the days go by and I would like to shed off more skin, just to reveal a bit more of my crazy side.

So here goes nothing:-

8 Things I'm Passionate about:

1. Family ties.

2. Friendships.

3. Love.

4. Enjoying a good meal with good company.

5. Equality for all.

6. Discerning and having a conscience attitude.

7. Acceptance.

8. Non-judgemental.

8 Things I want to do before I die:

1. Live & work in New York.

2. Travel to outer space.

3. Adopt a kid.

4. Strike it rich, then I will not have to get mental everyday!

5. Take a cruise trip all over all the world, after conquering space, hehehe!

6. Probably have a one night stand with a "see ham" (have sex with the opposite sex).

7. Own a gay spa, earn heaps of money from it if item # 4 do not materialize.

8. After item # 8, I will open a gay retirement village!

8 Things I say often:

1. Fuck

2. Shit

3. Wa Lau Eh

4. "Sei Loh" (Die loh)

5. So "Charm" (so pitiful)

6. Fabulous

7. "Kiam Siap" (stingy)

8. Thank you. (hard to believe it, I can be courteous too)

8 Books I read recently:

1. Jesus of Nazareth by Joseph Ratzinger

2. The Holy Bible (every Sunday)

3. Mister Monday by Garth Nitz

4. Grim Tuesday by Garth Nitz

5. Newspapers

6. Blogs

7. Biography of Pope John Paul II

8. 8 days.

8 Songs / Artistes that I can listen to over and over:

1. Madonna

2. Plain white T's

3. Never had a dream come true - S CLUB 7

4. Anthony Callea (he is so cute yet talented)

5. Josh Groban ( he's good)

6. Michael Buble (he sings to me)

7. Daughtry (I like this style)

8. Pink ( I love her style)

8 Things that my friends find me attractive:

1. My sense of humor (sick humor you mean)

2. Optimism

3. Kindness

4. Lovable

5. Fun

6. My bitchiness

7. Practical

8. Pragmatic

** WTF, only 8? I have more qualities that those, but namely- humble, trustworthy, joyful, etc etc, gosh, so many of them, are you sure that when you put in this, Bong Bong, we are expected to be truthful, LOL!!

So, am I going to tag anyone? Naw, I shall leave it as it is...

oops, too much skin shedding off...

LATEST UPDATES

2007-11-26T17:17:00.000+08:00

Oops, no updates for a few days now, yes? Well, I have been busy, but not of the dating sort though! I have been busy with the books that my colleague got for me, its a series of it and its named rather simply as the days of the week.

The whole collection runs through Sunday and my colleague told me that I'm only getting it until Friday and she will pass me the rest upon me having finished reading all. Hence, I'm engaged with my reading now, not that its not good, but then again, I have my other activities to be contended with, so really sitting down and picking up a book is so so challenging especially when I have so many distractions out there. But, its alright, I think I can survive, and indeed I believe I can.

these series complement for the upcoming movie, The Golden Compass

Till then, will periodically come in here and tell you guys stories or updates from my friends. Oh, yes, I'm also feeling a bit festive and since, its like only a month away from Christmas, I have also put up the grand old tree (ran from generations and still survived) in my living place, and it looks pretty and homely. Only hoping now, that it might just snow? That would complement everything.

UNWANTED PUBLIC AFFECTIONS

2007-11-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

Picture this scene taken from a steam room. Guys in towels, steam is all over the place, there's the hissing sound of the mechanics of it working and of course, yours truly sitting down, enjoying the heat and truly believing that my pores will open up, and when it does, dirt will come out. Once that process is done, I will have a beautiful skin, that's what I was imaging at that moment.

While all this was taking place, two guys walked in, unfazed with the surroundings, and sat at one of the corner. As a matter of fact, they were sitting at my right hand side. From the steamy outlook of that room, I managed to catch a glimpse of the two guys. One was short and the other was taller. The shorter one had a spiky hair, was medium built and had a toned up body. His partner, the taller one, had short hair, was lanky and could tell he was not as built up like his partner. He, however had this six pack which was so evident and how I envied him. I began to take a deep breath just to suck in and pull out my chest, so as not to lose out.

As I was taking this action, the taller guy, who was next to me, then began to put his head on his partner's shoulder. He began to lean more closer to this partner and then whispered something to his partner's ear, which obviously was funny, as both of them laughed. Then, the other partner also moved closer, as in trying to reciprocate his partner's action. Suddenly both of them was very close and the taller guy, still leaned his head on his partner's shoulder.

What would your reaction to this be? Lovely right? Such a loving couple demonstrating their untold love for the world to envy and thus, ensure that theirs was the event that should not be missed in the steam room that evening. But, something is wrong here, very very wrong indeed.

I mean, I'm not against such public affection and gestures by two loving couples, heaven forbid that I should even condemn such actions, as I will always think that such public affections, reaffirms the commitment made by two people in love. But, to show such public affections in a gym steam room, is totally wrong!

mmm, kiss me quick...

Yes, this was what I observed this evening when I was done with my workout in the gym. I was astonished and yet amazed, like how brave or stupid can one be? If it was empty, fine, but then again, it was filled with other guys, and I don't think all of them were gays! Except me, who was busily observing their antics, I thought that such an action, should have been refrained or if this was a gay club, then by all means, but already we have such homophobic people out there, why go on and prove them that what they have (by being homophobic) is correct?

Also, lately, I have noticed that the guard stationed in our locker room, now does his rounds at the shower areas too. Perhaps some straight bean pole guy made a complaint by saying that these shameless gays were cruising at the wrong areas or worse still engaged in some fornicated activities behind the shower curtains? I shrug to think so, but in reality, it has happened, as per my previous posts.

**Sigh**

SPATE OF BAD LUCK!

2007-11-20T22:21:00.000+08:00

CK has been having a spat of bad luck recently. First his car battery had some problems, and it stalled right next to the highway last Saturday. Then, on Sunday, it again failed on him despite him changing it and this time it was much luckier, at the BP station near to his home.

However, the worst part of it was this morning, when his car got stalled again and this time it happened at roundabout near his place. The traffic policeman who were manning the roads at that moment, helped him to push the car to the side. While he was at the side, CK called up his dad to come help him out of this but suddenly out of nowhere, two Indian chaps who obviously saw how his car stalled, came by their motorbikes and one of them, approached CK and threatened him with a knife.

will this all end...?

They pulled of his gold chain he was wearing and took his cell phone. As his car keys were in the car, the robber also took that away from him and within seconds, sped away. This happened while there were cars moving along that busy road that morning and also, policemen (3) were stationed at the roundabout. I asked him if he got hurt, and he told me that he did not, only got some scratches on him and that's about it. Later, his dad did arrived but all this had already taken place, and a police report was subsequently made at the police station.

I told CK that he was lucky that they did not take his wallet and it would be very cumbersome if one were to lose the important documents in it. However, the sad part is that he lost the cell phone that he bought only like last year and its not even one year old. I feel sad for him...

I pray and hope that he would really get out of this spate of unlucky incidents, hopefully, this will be the end of it! As they say, it never rains but pours BUT, the optimist in me will add, A Sliver Lining will appear after the storm!

MAKE THE RIGHT CHOICE!

2007-11-19T22:54:00.000+08:00

do the right thing, choose HAPPINESS!

All of us have choices, either we make good choices or bad ones, no matter what, they are given to us as humans. However, there is a simple choice that we have all forgotten to undertake, that is the choice to be happy or sad.

From my countless and numerous conversations and also truly, myself who have had this choice, this simple task seems to be a tall order to follow up to. Why do I say this? Well, look at this at your side of the fence.

For instance, if we were to choose be happy and truly we will be, but if we choose otherwise, then it looks like, not only are we going to be miserable but will also affect the others around us. But, having said that, at times we do feel a burden to put on a happy face and go along with the flow, as deeper down us, we have been conditioned to be miserable! Only if we were to overcome this and put on a mature way of thinking out loudly the consequences of our choices, I guess we will make the right ones!

But, as humans as we are and as the scriptures says "The body is willing, but the spirit is weak!", many a times, we fall to this trap. We psyche ourselves that we will be happy but one little thing that triggers us, we will fall back to the stage of self-pity and blame all the whole world but ourselves for feeling lousy!!

Many a times, I fall to this trap too, and by putting this down in my Blog, I'm trying to re-affirm myself and hopefully the others who read this, that our happiness is in our state of mind, all we need is to change our perspective and move on with those choices. Hence, I believe very strongly, why I managed to learn all this is because I have tasted the sweetness, sourness, and the bitter pills of life.

So, to all those who have always managed to complain and always make as if life is treating them so badly, perhaps, its the wrong choices that has been chosen?

** p/s if u read this, you should know by now, what to make of your life!

TOO LATE TO APOLOGIZE

2007-11-18T16:18:00.000+08:00

I read Ryan's blog about Dante's Cove and wanted to find out what it was all about and to my surprise, it does contain elements of surprise! Of course, the eye candies are like delicious and you notice how immaculately nice their bodies all turn out to be? Notwithstanding, their good looks are also a plus point!

the cast of Dante's Cove

Anyway, I like this song too "Too Late To Apologize" by Timbaland & One Republic and what better way to portray with the above video from Dante's Cove.

the happy couple, who fight all odds to be together...

GADGET MEME

2007-11-18T14:48:00.000+08:00

Thank you very much, Ah Bong for tagging me...with a surly smile at my side. Hmm, ok, since I did promise you that I will do it, so here is the gadget meme...but really, why a gadget meme? Who thinks of this please...more erotic ones in the future, please!

Latest gadget I bought:- my trusted Sony Ericsson's phone, but in reality, I still want to get something in the market but have not decided what to get.

What's the first gadget that I own? Parents bought me a hand held game when I was younger, it was fun while it lasted though. Can't remember whats it called but its almost close to the newer versions of GameBoy.

What's the expensive gadget that I ever owned? My laptop PC, a Compaq Persario. Actually, I owned several gadgets but I guess at the moment, this is the lappie that I bring along anywhere.

What's the next gadget that I want to get? Perhaps the IPOD touch?

Do I follow the updates of the latest gadgets in the market? No, not really because I get updates from my friends who will tell me what's new in the market.

my trusted hand phone...

What brand do you trust for handphone, camera, computer?

Handphone: Nokia / Sony Ericsson's

Camera: Nikon

Computer: Compaq.

I shall not tag anyone....let it be....

THE ONE WITH THE ANNUAL DINNER

2007-11-18T13:50:00.000+08:00

what a BORING night...

Last night, I attend my company's Annual Dinner and Dance, and truth be told, it was not very entertaining. I found the whole set up to be utterly boring and best yet, the prizes that came along with it was not attractive. Perhaps, I did not get to win, so like the proverbial saying, "The Grapes are Sour!!"

Anyways, it was not something I would have anticipated and like the many years I had attended, this was the same. It was not memorable nor was it captivating enough to grab my attention and yet I still wonder, why do I put up to attend it since I have so many negative sayings about it? Coming back to the dinner itself, after the customary speech by the President, then came the honors, and the entertainment plus food. The entertainment was surprisingly BAD and the food, WORSE!

After all those unfavorable statements of it, I still hold on to the hope that perhaps next year will be better...well that's the optimist in me talking but the bitch part of me, will just go on bitching!

BE THE WOLF, BEOWULF!

2007-11-16T15:45:00.000+08:00

look into my eyes...

"Make love to me, and you shall be king forever...."with these statement, does it warrant to you to believe that this was picked up from a movie I went to watch last night? Well, yes this was the so called "pick up" line from that flirty Grendel's mother to Beowulf.

This took place at Cineleisure and I was immediately surprised that for a CG movie like this, the respond from the crowd was overwhelming. For a weekday, I told Sluttila, Wingedman and Wingedman's The BF, these good folks don't need to work? Could also be the holidays soon and I guess that's why it was full for a week day night.

The movie portrays this dude called Beowulf who lived like in the year AD 560, who managed to slay a demon-like monster called Grendel. To fight Grendel, the hero needs to be in the buff and this makes for many of us last night (the sesat pondans that is), trying to catch that glimpse of his "private parts". Perhaps a campaign to show-off the private parts of Beowulf should be organized so that it can be properly revealed to all. The CG created the body of Beowulf unimaginably out of this world! Every part of his body was flawless and I must admit I got a bit of a turned on looking at it even though I know it was so many things added into it!

an awesome, out of this world body...

And, how about the part where Grendel's mother seduce Beowulf? If Beowulf was gay, I think he would have just said no thank you, I don't fancy "see hams" (clams) but your shoes are hot, where did you get them? Oh, that Gucci glistening on your body is so in, I just admire you! Imagine a gay Beowulf trading fashion secrets with that vengeful Grendel's mother!!

check out those stilettos...!

So, if you do want to catch this for some leisure session, watch it and have a good laugh at it. I guess, at some point of the time, there is the slasher, the ripper and the gore that will appear but we will dismiss it because we tend to think, after all, it unreal, its all animated. However, it was good, 'cause at times, I really did not know which part was real and which part was CG. However, I would love to be in Angeline's role, of all the roles in that movie, she holds the BEST part (in terms of fashion and also being flirty).

VIRGIN GETS CRUISED

2007-11-14T22:01:00.000+08:00

Ever been cruised before? If yes, can you remember exactly what happened? Like, when did it take place, where was it and, seriously, how old were you when you were approached?

I was thinking of this subject when I was passing through THE MALL the other day. All of us have in one way or the other have gone there for shopping or just probably to check out that place, no? Well, as for me, during my time, that place used to be a the place besides Sungei Wang. KLCC did not appear on our radars at that time, so THE MALL was THE place for many a people to hang out. Located in Jln Putra, it was situated opposite of the Pan Pacific Hotel and also the nearby, UMNO HQ.

During those times, PUTRA or KOMUTER did not appear at all, and the only way access from PJ to that place, was by bus. I remember mini bus were abound at those times, so, pretty much, if you can read this, I guess you must be thinking which part of the world am I living in, right? Actually, I gather that most of you would have never experienced a mini bus like me, so, in way, I think I feel pity for you...**smirk**

Anyway, I'm not going to delve on this but rather on what I had intended to talk about. I remember getting a part-time job after my SPM and I went to work in this music store (which was operated by a relative) to earn some extra pocket money and at the same time, to get my application approved before I did my A-levels.

The job was pretty easy, all I had to do was to help take care of the store, assist customers if they wanted to get some albums, test out the quality if they asked for and other stuff like stock taking etc etc. I had to work from morning (11 am right up to 8pm), so mostly I will be spending my time at the mall. My breaks will be for lunch and dinner and its usually half an hour or so.

I would usually have my break at the ground floor where the food court would be or I would just hang around the place but after a while, it gets pretty boring and all I want to do is just grab a bite and do a bit of reading. It was when I was having this break that one day, I was officially cruised by this guy in his late 20-s.

There used to be a fountain at the lower ground floor where the food court met with the supermarket and that was the usual place I will always hang out. I will just sit there, read something or at times, just stare blankly on the going-ons around me; until this guy appeared.

"Hi, excuse me, can I ask you a question?" the guy asked.

"Sure, what would you like to know?" I answered.

"Is there a disco in this building?" he added.

"A disco? Hmm...I'm not sure" I replied.

"Well that place is like a pub actually, so is there any such place in here?" he posed the question to me again.

This time, I was thinking my wits out if such a disco or pub actually existed. I was particularly clueless on his series of questions.

"Sorry, I'm not sure if there is such a place, perhaps you can ask Information" I told him.

He looked at me in a strange way, by which, he opened his mouth once again and said...

"You ever heard of this place called Blue Boy?"

"Huh? Blue Boy?" I asked innocently. ( I swear at that tender age of 17, I really did not know much about Blue Boy or what connections it was posed to me)

"Yes, you ever heard of it?" he asked again.

"No, I'm not sure if I have ever hear of this place" I replied, hoping he would go away.

This time, he did not let me go. He kept on asking me about whether I had a girl friend, which school I attended and asked me about my friends or what I was doing there. I'm not sure what made me answer all of his questions that day, as I know, I was never to speak to strangers in that manner and stupid me, I did not catch his drift when he asked me all those questions. Only, later when he asked the following:-

"I would like to give you a blow job!"

At that juncture, I stood frozen, my heart beat even faster and I felt my adrenalin pounding so hard, I thought I could have just exploded there and then. I did not want to do it, I was afraid, although I wanted to try it with this charming stranger (he looked not bad though) but yet, I know it was not me, I did not know him, he was a total stranger and immediately, I rejected his offer.

please go away...

He was persistent and I was not about to give in until I told him, I needed to go off now, back to work. However, before I could say adieu to him, he mentioned something like he wants to meet again, perhaps in the evening when I finish my work!! At that point, I just walked faster and each time, I turned around, just to make sure he was not tailing me.

That night, when I was about to go home, I felt so freaking scared that every step I made to the bus stop, was like endless. I was afraid that he might come back with a bunch of guys, probably, or maybe he would just harass me again? All this thoughts racing in me, fear and at the same time, enjoying it, but at the end of it, when I reached the bus-stop, I felt a bit of relief when I saw that I was not tailed. The mini bus did arrive on time, and I hopped into it as fast I can, and praying silently that the bus will send me home quickly (all the while, looking out from the window again, if he was there).

Apparently, the next day, I didn't report to work, gave a fucking excuse I was not feeling well, but in reality, I was too scared shit to go back again, just in case, if he was there! Looking back to this episode, I guess paranoia was the ruler of the day! It was both exhilarating and at the same time, something which I will remember for life, hence, why I'm sharing this with you.

looking back, it was funny yet scary...

If you have ever experienced something like what I had gone through, maybe share it with me. Don't know if I should be lucky to be cruised at that tender age.

THE LAUGHING DOCTOR

2007-11-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

"Help, help" cried Screaming Sylvia to me this morning, as I was busily replying to some e-mails from another department.

"What's up?" I enquired enthusiastically.

"I think I have blood coming from my anus" SS added.

"Huh? Is that serious? I mean, like what happened?" giving a puzzled look.

"I'm NOT sure, but its like painful and yet it has blood oozing out!" sighed SS.

"You have hemorrhoids?" I replied.

I know why she had run to me on this. A year ago, I had this unfortunate problem and it affected me so much that I had to go for a minor surgery, which I had documented it in my earlier blogs. So, when Screaming Sylvia ran to me about this problem, I know for a matter of fact, she was trying to get more information on this.

Calmly, I asked her all the symptoms related to the hemorrhoids and she began to explain in detail of the pain she was suffering. For a minute or two, I was like the GP at duty at my desk; and when she had finished describing to me, I told her to go to the doctor immediately. If the problem was as serious as what she described to me, then I guess, some form of medication to ease the pain should be taken.

Apart from that, I also told her the importance of having heaps of fibre, fruits and vegetables in her diet. In addition to that, drinking fluid also helps tone down the temperature of the body, since Chinese will always believe that such things are usually caused when the body is "heaty". After a good twenty minutes of explaining to her the causes and also reassuring her that she does not have to go for any surgery, she went back to her work station, and I continued with my work. I did also reminded her the importance of seeking the doctor but she told me that she would go after work.

So, this evening, SS called me on my cellphone. Thinking that perhaps she might be on MC the next day and she wanted to inform me since I was the team leader, I picked up the call and asked her how it was.

"Are you alright?" I asked.

"Yes, I'm fine" SS replied.

"So how did it go?" I enquired further.

"Hmm, you know, I went to 4 panel clinics!" SS complained.

"Why on earth did you go to 4 panel clinics? Are you paranoid?" I said with a hint of direct sarcasm.

"No, the other 3 clinics all had male doctors on duty, and I did not want to go to a male doctor, so I went to the 4th clinic and, luckily, it was a female doctor" SS explained.

"Everything went well, I suppose" I added.

"Oh, that bloody clinic! The doctor did not even checked on me, just asked me what happened, and I told her and before you knew it, she was already prescribing me some anti-biotic and also a tube to be inserted in my anus. The worst part of all this, the stupid doctor and her merry jolly nurses were laughing sheepishly at my predicament" SS screamed on.

"What? They actually did that?!!" not believing that this happened.

it's rude to laugh at other people's misfortune...

For a fact here, this poor girl was in pain and the least those in the clinic should have behaved more prudently than go about laughing at someone's misfortune, is something which I strongly cannot fathom! I mean, you are suppose to be in the health line and suppose to be upholding your Hippocratic Oath and not being hypocrite about it. I'm not sure, perhaps the very value in people to uphold all these moral good deeds have since surpassed and our fellow humankind has progressed to a level, that I can only word it as despicable?

A FORGETFUL FEUD!

2007-11-12T22:26:00.000+08:00

What happens if you were in a feud with a friend of yours and it happened many years ago and until today, your friend is still sore with you? The best part is, you can't even remember how that little misunderstanding started?

Well, yours truly here have this little unfortunate incident thrust into me. It all came back to me when I was talking to Slipper Whore the other evening. It seems like an "ex-friend" of mine, whom I shall call, Chubby Ben (CB for short), was spotted in Bangkok's infamous DJ Station one evening. SW recognized CB from afar and then proceeded to talk to him but from what SW can gather from the whole conversation, CB was extremely rude and also showed no respect whatever.

SW being the sort that will not tolerate any sort of indiscipline from problematic princesses, was surprisingly cool about the whole incident. It was SW's cool temperament and perhaps all that alcohol that probably made SW a bit demure instead of aggressive. Anyways, back to that CB, SW asked him if he still kept in touch with yours truly but instead of getting some sane answer, a barrage of nonsensical utterance began to foam out. It was like some mad person getting into an amok stage. After a good ten minutes or so, SW still did not understand a word what CB had relayed to him.

Instead, the whole conversation ended very quickly and before one knew it, nothing concrete actually transpired out of it. So, SW messaged me about this incident and asked me actually what happened?

"I really do not know what actually made CB acted that way" I replied.

"Well, he was very rude, you know, and the way he talked, I wanted so much to just smack him" retorted SW.

"Let him be, don't bother, I mean if he chooses to be in that way, let him, after all that is his choice" I said.

"Can you actually remember?" asked SW again.

Crackling my head to really dig deep inside to understand what actually happened at this was already more than 5 years ago. So many things happened and passed, and I don't think it was actually my fault entirely.

" I think I was dragged into this misunderstanding and it all began with Sistah K and another friend of ours" I began to recall.

"Oh, you know that Sistah K's mouth la, very the acid one!" SW added.

"Yeah, I guess, so, but I really did not know what happened but I think SK said something which was not favorable to CB and my name was added into it without my presence and knowledge to rebut it, so I guess, CB got angry of me for standing on SK's side" I continued.

So, with that, a little misunderstanding that had occurred since so long ago have since brought forward to this present age and best of it, I do not even know what actually happened or how I got into the picture?

let's kiss up and make up...

But, life goes on, and I'm not going to crack my head thinking about such trivia things. I guess, when you lose a friend and if that friend is angry over such a small matter, it really shows how well your friendship with that person has evolved. In true blue essence, it means, that it was never meant to be long lasting, just a hi and bye situation and we move on. I guess Life is such, if we keep harping on things that is useless, we too become useless, like garbage strewn all over the place!

MEME ME

2007-11-11T13:35:00.000+08:00

Oops, I forgot about this tagging thing and my apologies Chester for not doing this earlier. It looks simple enough for me to answer it so, here it goes:-

1. Tissue or handkerchief ?

Handkerchief most of the time if its in the office and tissues come in handy when I'm not in any formal events.

2. Shoes or Sneakers?

Shoes for formal, sneakers for non-formal periods. At times, flip flops are used for the most convenient times, as it is cooling and comfortable.

3. Collar shirt or T-shirt?

Depends on the situation. Mostly Tees will do!

4. Brief or boxers?

Briefs mostly, but boxers when I sleep but at times, I like to sleep 'au naturale'.

5. Pants or Khakis?

Again depends on the situation and the type of function I'm attending. However, I love both of them.

6. Fast food or restaurant / Kopitiam?

When I'm having my sudden cravings for fast food, I will venture to it and if I want my fix of "kueh teow tng" or my "curry laksa" from the PJ Old Town kopitiam or the Market Food center, I will head to them. Mostly, I always indulge in home cooked meals.

7. Horror or Fantasy movie?

Both, I like them both!

8. Starbucks or CoffeeBean?

Starbucks.

9. Gengki Sushi or Sushi King?

Neither, I prefer to go to authentic Japanese restaurants for my fix of sashimis.

10. Pavilion or The Gardens?

Pavilion anytime.

Now, I solemnly hereby do not tag anyone. :)

I like it simple and comfy...

BEE THE MOVIE

2007-11-11T12:33:00.001+08:00

"You only get one chance of career in your whole life time!" so quoted the bees in the animated feature BEE MOVIE now currently showing and of which, yours truly also had to the privilege of watching it amidst the sea of children around.

Yes, second childhood always seems to creep into me but then what can I do about it? I'm sure all of us have this little Peter Pan who simply refuses to grow up, right? So, last night, tugging along our dear SW (Slutty Whore), we stood in line just to get our tickets to watch the BM. It was a horrendous line of people but fortunately, it was moving. We were at MidValley GSC's cinema and amongst the crowd, there were heaps of eye candies too!! There was this one standing just close to me, and you know, suddenly my hands began to shake, no no, not to do it in public mind you, but to want to actually snap a pic of him, close up! But, chicken shit took the best of me, and all I have is only a faded memory of him and the smell of his fragrance!

Besides, I did see a whole of them from the gym too, so I was wondering if yesterday was a good day for movies and why all of them have congregated in GSC's MV? Ok, on the movie, well, if you like to watch happy endings with a twist of moral to it, go for it. Enjoy your 1 and a half hour of it listening to Seinfield and for that matter, if I just close my eyes, I will have thought that I was actually watching the sit-com, Seinfield on TV!

ANTHONY CALLEA

2007-11-10T12:03:00.000+08:00

I've heard of this guy called Anthony Callea but never got to goggle him to find out how he looks like or what he was? Essentially, he was an Australian Idol finalist and I found out that he hails from down under and resides in Melbourne.

Last night, while at Sluttila's place waiting for our weekly mahjong session to begin, I was introduce to this young fine gentleman. He is 24, of Italian parentage and best of all, he is a PLU! At this age, I'm truly amazed at his talents and not to mention his boyish good looks that come along with it. For someone at his age, listen to how he sings (I have added a link to watch it).

Now, we know that talented and yet good looking PLUs are hard to find but for this guy who was accidentally "outed" by a radio station, did not shriek off it nor deny it. Instead, he came out clean about his sexuality. Such a brave young guy, and I know for many, being in the closet seems to be our comfort zone (inclusive of me).

Possessing such powerful vocals, Anthony has mesmerised me with his charming and yet charismatic performance when doing the PRAYER. I really hope he will succeed well because not many PLUs out there who can sing and have the looks at the same time, have eventually became major stars; but even if he does not, I guess we will be proud of him to have shown that being PLU is not about being bitchy, about fashion more likely in our abilities and our talents. Actually, most PLUs are really talented people, only a minority of us out there have soiled our lineage and the general perception by the straight people out there is that we are a people always obsessed with sex (well sex comes with moods and like all straights, we are the same with them) and thus, labelled as sluts!

Therefore, people like Anthony really shines some positive light on us.

GLUTTON'S DIARY 101

2007-11-08T22:20:00.000+08:00

This dinner took place some time ago at the House of Sundanese Food in KLCC. Basically, serves Indonesian style food, I have always found this restaurant a favorite place of mine. Spicy is not the order of the day here so, for those who are afraid of having to eat al those hot and spicy stuff, will find this place suited to their taste bud.

fried fish - so crunchy even the bones!

That night, we had the infamous fried fish (it was crunchy all the way), grilled squid, tahu telor (towfoo egg) and pucuk paku (jungle ferns) cooked in coconut. I found the rest to my liking but the pucuk paku was a wee bit disappointing for me. Perhaps I was banding this with the way my mom cooks this dish, but usually, she will cook it in the kerabu way i.e. with spicy birds eye chillies mashed together with belacan, onions, dried shrimps, sugar, fish sauce and heaps of lime juice. Kerabu is usually in the form of a salad.

yellow rice

Overall, the food was good and the additional yellow rice (nasi minyak) gave it an added notch up its taste level. Oh, yes, their infamous "belinjao" (bitter crackers) dipped in sambal belacan was the starters! And, if you take their barley water, its free flowing!

pucuk paku masak lemak

grilled squid

tahu telor

hot couple spotted!!

HAPPY DIWALI

2007-11-08T11:41:00.000+08:00

kolam decoration (grains of rice used in this process)

Living in a multi faceted country like ours is truly wonderful. If last month, we felt the Raya mood, this time, we will put our hands out to celebrate the festival of lights. Yes, Diwali or Deepavali, depending at which dialect you pronounce it, is still a major festival here.

another shot of the kolam decoration

What I know about this festival besides the good over evil thing, is the arrays of food dished out that day. One can expect muruku, oompudi, mutton varuwal, all the various sweet meats and delicious curries being dished out! If you do not like spicy food, then I guess this would not fancy you but then, to me, I love Indian food; never can get sick of curries, must have been my multi-racial upbringing.

mutton curry

murukku

Soon, I will be going out to the various open houses and will indulge myself in those sinful but yet wonderful laden caloric food! For those who will be joining their friends, well here's my wish to all, A HAPPY DIWALI & Happy Holidays to all!

diwali decorations

another shot of the decorations

aerial shot

** darn, forgot to take a day off tomorrow!!!**

MAKING NO SENSE

2007-11-08T01:27:00.000+08:00

I like this time of the year if I'm living in a temperate country. The smell of Autumn and the changes of color in the landscape captures what I aim for in living. Truly, I admire the changes in nature and the ability of it to transform. It never fails to astonish my being to appreciate the wonders in life. Again, this could foretell the type of character that is ME.

However, living in Malaysia, with its constant summer season all year round, we never get to see major changes in the landscape. All we get is the evergreen feeling and at times, we do long for some change in scene and maybe also the temperature. Of course, running up to the mountains would help but then again, how many of us actually live in there? And, of course, going up there also presents us with more greenery and how about a bit of snow to fall?

Perhaps, what we have over here, some other people may envy us and to some, what they have over there, also begs to increase our earnest to reach out to the other of the fence! Humans are infallible all the while, ensuring that we get the best of everything and yet never in rejecting more.

Ahh, the follies of the human nature!

do u understand what I'm trying to say....?

**posted by me who should be sound asleep in bed** (not sure what I was thinking of when I wrote this)

EXPERIENCE OF THE HAIRY KIND!

2007-11-05T23:26:00.000+08:00

i'm smooth...u like?

Let's talk about hair again! Since my last post on my white hair, I want to delve on this subject again since as they say, the hair is liken to your crowning glory. Even Samy Vellu has a toupee, so go figure!!

OK, hair is important to us but then again, what I'm about to delve on today is not so much about the one on top, neither the one down there, but the one on our body. Yes, the body has hair, and like all good students who studied Biology before, you will notice that both men and women have hair on their bodies. Its a human thing to have hair and I guess it will be weird if we meet someone who does not have any hair at all, or like they call it "smooth".

Hair grows all over our body be it on our face, our arms, legs and even on our chest. Some guys I know get turned on with the sight of a chest hair and usually most Caucasians will have them (some Asians too). But, if you have never had a Caucasian boyfriend or had a fling with one, you would never notice how hard it is to do foreplay especially the licking of the body, when your partner is the hairy type. I do not fancy having hair stuck all over my tongue while I'm using it to arouse my partner; neither do I like to the fact that I have to search for his nipples amidst the growing jungle of chest hairs. No, no, no....but then again some guys just like the fact that their partners are hairy. Well to each his own I will add.

Like, I was packing my stuff in the gym this evening when suddenly out of a sudden (very dramatic you know), this guy turned out from nowhere, and was like 3 lockers away from me. I never noticed him as I busy stuffing my stuff in my bag and not sure what made me turned over to steal a second glance at him. So, I did and my second glance turned to a third and to a fourth. Why was I glaring him? No, he was not hawt! Neither did he belong the cute parade and so why was I staring at him?

Corrections...not at him but what was growing at his back! Yes, guys, if you can believe it, our dear friend here actually has a clump of hair growing at the back of his body. And, it was not a small clump, mind you, it was a huge clump and it was so gross!! It was long and if I was that guy, I would have waxed it long ago. I'm amazed that he allowed it to grow so long. Picture this arm pit hair that has not been trimmed and look out for people who usually have very thick bushy types!

please trim those unwanted hairs...

I so wanted to snap a picture of him and show you guys in here but I don't think it was appropriate since its in the locker room and besides, it would be too obvious. You can call me brave but I'm no fool either! Like discovering something wonderful, I hasten my pace and got my stuff just to walk out so that I can catch a closer glimpse of his clumps of hair growing from the back, which I successfully did! On a closer inspection, I did notice that he also had some hair on his chest but it was also like clump on the 'gulf' i.e the section between his chest. And, like the back, the front was also very obviously long and messy! The best part of this is that, this guy is smooth, yes, not the sort of hairy person you will find but he had clumps growing at wrong places!

So, if you have hair that needs to be tended, please do something about it and not allow it to grow into some forest?

STARDUST-ING TIME!

2007-11-04T13:15:00.000+08:00

aglow with magic

Oh oh...two movies in a two days and both equally good. If i mentioned about Josh in the first one, I will mention stars in the next one. Yes, I'm talking about THE movie StarDust!

If you profess to be some selfless romantic out there, perhaps this is the best time to re-affirm your beliefs, what with a couple of magic and fantasy thrown in? We all like to believe in some sort of Prince Charming coming our way, sweeping us from our feet and professing their undying love for us and the best part of it, living happily ever after? Yes, typical fairy tale book story here, you have the power struggle, the search for eternal youth and last but not least, the quest for love of his life.

mmm, kiss me quick...

u look so beautiful

prince charming material?

come over and sit at my lap

Al this add up together makes a good movie and based on its original novel, some changes were made, but of course, it still makes a good movie to watch especially for those who still wish to hold on to that belief that somewhere, some place, there's someone who is searching for us...especially those singles out there.

Lamia, the witch

what a way to beat the high petrol prices

goat's buggy?

So call up your friends and your best mates and even if you are attached, this is one movie one can go to and have a star-dusting time!

these boobs are real!

kneel when u see royalty, you imbecile!

JOSH, JOSH I LAP YOU!

2007-11-03T00:56:00.000+08:00

you can run but you cannot hide...

Ok I have this little crush on Josh Hartnet, no no, a BIG one actually! This all started with that movie Pearl Harbor and now when I found out that 30 Days night, was going to be starred by him, I went to catch the movie in the local cinemas. Yes, call me a whore but when it comes to Josh, well, lets say I will do my bid to watch him on the big screen.

time to chop some heads come out u blood suckers

this is what happens when u don't use face lotion

alright, who stole my prada bag?

Josh, you got hair sticking out of your ear!

But, then again, horror movies does not exactly equate to him, right? No, wrong, for in this movie, I thought he handled it well. Except that in this movie, I thought that the similar roles he played in Pearl Harbor began to re-surfaced. Yes, he is the hero in this movie but then again, when it comes to the love theme (which is supposed to side track us), it was good to see him being all emotional and just plain Josh. I guess, I find guys like that really make me feel all warmth inside.

make my day!

Anyways, back to the movie. Its an adaption from a comic series by the same title and it talks about this town in Alaska called Barrow. Supposedly, there is a month whereby the sun does not shine at all, darkness takes over and that is when the vampires come out to feed. The massacre begins and before you know it, there's only a few survivors left to fend for themselves.

aww, isn't he a hottie!

go watch the movie with me?

u like this pose?

The movie runs almost two hours and it intersperse with a lot of suspense and also gore. If you like gory stuff like blood being sucked out or heads being chopped off, then by all means, go for it but if you are into Josh Hartnet for his looks and acting skills, then doubly go for it too. As for the suspense level, I find it not as intriguing as the others, whereby you will not have to jump off your seats but you end up very angry with the vampires.

see you soon...

HAPPY HALLOWEEN

2007-10-31T20:54:00.000+08:00

Today is Halloween or also known as "All Hallows Eve". Originated from a Celtic pagan festival, this later was known as Halloween. It was known as "All Hallows Eve" as the very next day was known as "All Hallows Day" or " All Saint's Day".

Now, there are legends and stories that abound on this day of how the souls of the dead were left to walk on the earth searching for a nice warm human to reside in. To further confuse these so called soulless ghouls, the living will dress up like the dead themselves in order to confuse 'them'. Over time, this practice of dressing up lived on and like any celebrations, this has become commercialized!

So, to all out there, Happy Halloween and watch out for black cats, don't allow them to cross your path!

THE PHYSICALLY CHALLENGED.

2007-10-30T21:28:00.000+08:00

A few days ago, in the papers, I read a certain loud mouthed MP dressed down the Opposition MP just because he was invalid. He claimed that the Opposition's state of health today is a direct result of God's wrath on him because he was arrogant.

I read that report with mixed feeling as I feel that our MP's are really not fit to be respected members of Parliament and the very fact that such a thing was uttered, showed how much of a person he is...which is NONE! I just feel that by calling an invalid and also blaming a physically challenged person on God is out of call. No one can take the name of God in vain and by justifying such acts, one is directly blaming God for all the mishaps in this world which is grossly inaccurate!

So, as I was reading this, I too reflected upon my primary school days of a certain student who was physically challenged. I remember seeing him in another class when I was in primary one. We were in the same school, same age and same school. I vividly remembered him as being paralysed from the waist down and as a result of that, he was confined to a wheel chair.

I used to notice that he had a caring mom who would wait for him each day after school just to wheel him out of the class and then back to the car to go home. But, most of the time, I will notice that he would be alone. I'm very sure due to this inability to move around, he was always confined to his wheel chair and the class. Never really noticed if he had someone buy him food during recess or did he bring his own food. Not really sure if he had friends too, but I remember seeing one or two boys who would talk to him but all in all, I noticed that he was always alone.

Now, as this thought came into my mind, I really wonder after all these years, what has happened to him? Did he get married? Did he do well? What's his life now? All this while, I was busy with my friends, did I get to get in touch with a physically challenged person? Did I bother to chat with him, get to know him or maybe just understand the kind of life he was leading? I guess I never and will never know because like the majority of the people out there, we seldom take time to really understand them.

did we take time to get to know them...?

So, are we too guilty like that MP who will just put the blame on these physically challenged persons, on God? Or do we take time to understand their real struggles in life? I wonder...

THE ONE WITH THE WHITE HAIR!

2007-10-29T22:20:00.000+08:00

eewww...white hair!!

OMG!!! I have white hair. The first thing I did was to text Slutilla and voiced out my lamentations. It all happened this evening, after my shower in the gym, as usual, I was drying my hair and all of a sudden, I noticed a streak of white amongst the black of my hair. Thinking that maybe its the highlight caused by the lightning in the locker room, I dismissed it.

But you know me, curious as I am, I decided to check it out closely and lo an behold, it was truly a white hair!! And, it was not only one strand, there were a two or three more found hidden somewhere amongst it. I was aghast! Again, my mouth was like opened wide, like some dumb blonde discovering that she had placed her pad outside her panties!!

Oh no, I'm officially attacked by white hair and the first thing to do, seek solace. I texted Sluttila and immediately, her reply to me, dye it! Oh, eh, not really dying it but I guess, toning and highlighting will do the trick, right? But, me having white hair, must be the stress!! Blame it on all those bitches in the office for giving me so much problems.

Well, need to make an appointment with Sky, my hairstylist soon...sigh!

I GOT TAGGED...

2007-10-27T21:15:00.001+08:00

I got tagged by Bong Bong...so here it is, hope its interesting enough for everyone to read.

I've came to realize my last kiss was with this dream guy whom I meet every night in my dreams!

I'm listening to Fergie's "Big Girl" on the radio. (totally love it)

I talk with an American accent although I have never studied there. The best part of it is that its not forced and it sounds natural, weird right?

I love Assam Laksa! (Give me everyday, I will not be "jelak" / tired of it)

My best friends are the ones who will accept me as who I am and not they want me to be!

My car is old, need to change it but cash is a problem at the moment.

My love life is normal that is, I'm in love with myself! LOL

I hate it when people ask how much you earn!

Love is hurt, prepare to feel hurt when you fall in LOVE.

Marriage is a bond between two persons who is willing to take up that challenge of living together forever.

Somewhere, someone is thinking how to suck a cock without biting it?

I'm always naughty when I'm left to my own devices!

I have a secret cheesy crush on this guy whom I meet every Sunday in church for mass. He comes with his mom and his other brother; and each time I see him, he is so cute!

My cell phone is a Sony Ericsson K800i.

When I wake up in the morning, I always regret not sleeping earlier so that I don't have to be late for work again!

When I go to bed at night, I will play a game of "ATTACK" on facebook - gosh, totally addicted to that game! (must be the carnage nature in me)

Right now I'm thinking about a tall glass of Ice Lemon Tea.

Babies are cute, love to play with them, but will not have one. Too much responsibilities.

I get on MySpace - not applicable to me as I'm a Facebook subscriber.

Today I'm going to get some chocolate ice-cream from the grocer.

Tonight I will have passionate sex with myself! (Mr. Thumb and his 4 sons)

Tomorrow I will go to the gym to work out.

I really want to stay in New York.

Someone that will most likely repost -none, will stop here.

WEAK BUT STRONG!

2007-10-27T20:38:00.000+08:00

silent contemplation...

It never rains but pours, so the saying goes. Well, as a continuation to my previous posting, a lot of things happened to me in that span of a year. There were 3 major events that happened in my life. The passing of my father, my mom had an eye infection that caused her left eye blind and me admitted to the hospital.

No normal person would have survived through all this in one year but I guess I slugged it out. The first incident affected me and when the second came, I was already losing in my faith but it took the third to make me realize how much it was that I should stand up and fight it. I knew that if someone were to analyze my family, they would all point out to say that perhaps we have been cursed and some evil person has placed such calamities in our lives.

I did not believe in any curse nor will I succumb to such beliefs but what happened next, made me shore up my faith and accepted that such things do happen and like they say, it happens for a reason. Perhaps, it was time for me to fall back on the path of humbleness or maybe perhaps I should step down and study the consequences of all this. I'm not saying that I'm perfect but I know for a fact, that if I do not stand up and be strong, I will just disintegrate. And, I have the pillar of support, that is, my Faith in God to sustain me.

So many nights of silent cries and so many hours of kneeling for an answer, further enriched myself as to deny my strength, I have acknowledged my weakness and thus, have made me even more stronger mentally and physically to face these challenges (for when I'm weak, then I am strong!). I needed something to fall back to, and this was what I had, my faith. I guess that whatever denominations we belong to, the most important aspect in our lives is to fall back on the One above and to acknowledge Him as the one to lead us out of this predicament.

From what I have learnt so far, I will never forget those 3 major lessons happening in one year and within months of each other. If you are reading this and you feel your life is in the deepest shit of abyss, remember that there will always be others who has faced even worst situations. In short, count your blessings, whatever they are good or bad!

A YEAR AGO...

2007-10-26T18:58:00.000+08:00

I was admitted to the hospital for the journey of my life. At that time, I still remember not knowing what was going on with me at the time. It was all very confusing. I went to the general practitioners for an answer and none could tell me what it was until I was referred to a specialist at Assunta.

After the medication prescribed by the specialist finished and the pain did not subside, the surgery was performed. The whole journey was documented by me and it was a bit graphic but then again, I felt vindicated in a way because the tests that was performed from the endoscopy, colonoscopy, blood, urine & faeces all proved negative!

It was relief at my end and I know for certain that life totally has changed for me ever since. Usually, when a person is faced with the prospect of surgery and the prospects of not knowing what is attacking you, you tend to fall back on something that relies on mostly your faith. I guess, I became a more religious person after this incident and that every moment of my day, I count my blessings and also for a fact, thank the good Lord above for His sustenance during those times of hardship. In my mind, I had an emotional journey but at the end of it, I've learnt to value life more affectionately and jealously guard it, since it is the so precious!

The times I spent in the hospital recovering and also the times, of loneliness made me feel that even though I was given this painful experience, I know that it had a purpose. The purpose has made me to be more tougher in life and also to take things with a pinch of salt. No use in squabbling and fighting over mundane things, let it be and just remove that chip of our shoulders, then the world would be a better place? I'm not sure about others, but for me, it has helped me see things differently, evaluate people but not with a pre-determined judgement attached to it. I guess, I'm just lucky to be alive today to say all of this.

Another aspect that made me achieve my goals was when I was lying in bed feeling all weak and wasted, I promised myself that I will work hard to make myself and my body stronger. That, I have achieved thus far, signed up in a gym and engaged a PT instructor to help me and one year later, I have found that my body has progressed from that time of sickness to now. I want to prepare myself mentally and also bodily that I can achieve what I desired in my life, if only I want it. No use in wanting something but not putting our concerted effort into it! So, today, I have made some of my friends envious of me, for the progress that I have achieved on my body. I know it was through sweats and also some mishaps before this happened, and although its not like that type of bodies we see in all hunky studs, at least I know that for now, I have already toned and shaped it to the level that I have so desired!

working hard to achieve my goals...

October 26, will forever be etched in my life as the time, this huge lesson came about. While I've learnt and still grasping on life's funny lessons one important thing, always appreciate life and even if dishes lemons to you, well, make lemonade out of it, after all, don't waste those precious little lessons that come our way!

BIG TOOLS, SMALL TOOLS.

2007-10-25T18:39:00.000+08:00

we gym together, do you?

There is this guy who goes to the same gyms as me and I'll always remember him not because he is 'hawt' or has a hunky body, but more likely he is the type of guy who will strip everything and then walk naked to the shower stalls. He actually possess this courage to do so and the best part of it, you can almost recognize his presence merely by his loudness.

Yes, he is very loud in the locker room and the times after his RPM, he and his buddies (surprisingly, none of his buddies strip to their birthday suit, though) will be joking and talking very loudly. Most of the time, its like a shouting match and the laughter that goes with it. But, there is something which I have also noticed, well, since its displayed, why not take a look, right?

His dick is not really impressive, well standard size for an Asian I guess. It was non-erect so I guess I'm not in the position to judge on it? However, not wanting to go away not talking about this, I put this idea to my gym mate, Facial Kenny, if he would be brazen enough to strip everything. I was merely testing Facial Kenny (FK) because I know, for a fact, that FK recently has improved his body and the 6 abs has further demonstrated how much he has put effort into his regime.

Me: "So will you take off everything like that loud mouth Jinjang?"

FK: "Nope, I don't think I will do it!"

Me: "Why? You have a nice body, you are tall and best of all, your toned up body plus your abs already shows so much more than that guy".

FK: "Yeah, I know that I'm better than him in many ways, but, I don't think I will do it la"

Me: "You shy?"

FK: " Naw, I'm not like that. You know me".

Well, I realized that this friend of mine, is not the shy type as I know he lives up to that motto, if you have it, flaunt it! That's why, I wanted to know why he declined this offer?

Me: "So what is the real reason then?"

FK: "Simple, I don't have a huge tool!"

Mouth opened for a while (remember Scully of the sci-fi drama X-files, many years ago, yeah I looked like that), I looked at FK and then laughed. FK looked me angrily and then said...

FK: "Why, you think its very funny?"

Me: "No-la, I'm just laughing at your reason, not at your penis length or size".

pass me the towel please, i'm shy...

So, is this the usual reason why people do not strip off everything in the gym? I would have thought of it as modesty but from FK's reply, I thought of it funny. I've noticed guys who will be very careful in their way of taking off their clothes. Usually, they will wrap the towel around them and then pull down their trousers / shorts / track bottom and then saunter off to the shower stalls. After their showers, they will then change and again, the towel will be there to buffer their private parts and once the underwear is up, some will still use the towel to put on their pants. This would mean that they too have small tools? What's your take on this then? Or, should I ask, how do you undress in public?

SQUEEZE IT!

2007-10-24T23:31:00.000+08:00

wanna help me squeeze it?

What’s wrong with the following conversation?

This took place last Monday evening in the gym and it happened between my PT instructor and myself.

PT Instructor: Why didn’t you attend your session last Friday?

Me: I wish I could but you see, I had this little problem.

PT Instructor: Oh, what problem is that?

Me: Naw, it’s actually nothing at all.

PT Instructor: Nothing at all to make you skip training?

Me: Err, yeah, something very personal.

PT Instructor: Wanna talk about it?

Me: I had a zit problem at around my buttock area. It was like a chip in the rear end. End results were painful.

PT Instructor: Oh, how did you get it? You on heat? (laughter)

Me: (looking furiously) No, not on that type of heat, but yes, my body is heaty, hence I have this little problem and it was painful to sit on.

PT Instructor: I used to have it too. What I did was just pinch it off.
Me: Your problem is a small one, but mine was like some volcanic mountain about to erupt!

PT Instructor: Wow, from what I hear, I think it’s must be a Big problem then.
Me: Yes, it is but not too big for me to handle. I wanted to rest my rear end and not exert too much pressure on it.

PT Instructor: Did you apply some cream on it?

Me: Yup, some antibiotic cream to soothe offs the painful feeling.

PT Instructor: You feeling all right now?

Me: Yes, much better, thanks.

PT Instructor: Well, next time, I help you squeeze it! (with a cheeky smile)

Me: (Looking flabbergasted!!)

I looked at my cute Instructor and in my conniving mind, I really hope it didn’t mean it what he had meant or did he, have a separate agenda towards this? Naw, I don’t think so. Maybe, something impure might come out of this? (fingers crossed)

INTER-RACIAL DATING.

2007-10-23T01:44:00.000+08:00

A friend posted this on my facebook fun wall and I must say Jimmy is such a Queen. The terms we use on each other is so real even in America and copied all over in Asia but do we actually have to label our own kind in this manner??

Well, have a look at it and tell me what you have to say about it? Not sure if you have seen it but if you have not, please by all means, savor Jimmy's antics!

KEVIN CHENG

2007-10-22T00:27:00.000+08:00

Last evening, I happened to be at home and being a couch potato for the day, I happened to catch this interview with this actor Kevin Cheng. (Zheng Jia Ying). I found him to be an interesting character. He was born in the US but grew up in Hong Kong. Brought up by his mom, he spent his childhood days growing both in the States and Hong Kong.

What really inspired me to read hear more about him is how he managed to work himself up and his ability to portray that goody two shoe character. I've always enjoyed watching his acting in some of the TVB dramas and usually, if he is in it, for certain, I will not miss it.

Another thing that really awes me is that he is 37 this year, but his outlook is so gorgeous that if anyone of us ever reach that age and yet not age, I think he has done it! Perhaps he uses heaps of SKII? Need to get myself some too!

So, a bit of indulgence here of my favorite actor so far, maybe perhaps, he epitomises how a bf would act, speak and also behave. Looks will be a blessing too. However, rumore has it that he is eyeing a girl, so if there is any chance of him being gay, I guess I will have to wake up from my dreams...

FOOD, FOOD, FOOD

2007-10-21T23:48:00.000+08:00

interior of the restaurant

Last Friday, CK and me went for dinner at one of the restaurants in MidValley. We had western food and obviously, we did enjoy our meal. I like the place very much and the staff there knows me (as I'm such a regular there). Anyway, the food is good and the ambience has its plus points too. I've got pictures, so I will let the pictures tell the story.

mural painting

another painting

capuchino mushroom soup

basic minestrone soup

canadian cod fish

prime cut beef

TURN BACK THE CLOCK.

2007-10-18T21:11:00.000+08:00

When I was growing up, I felt that my world was so protected. I didn't have to think of anything and everything was provided for. All I had to do was grow up and one of my aims during that time was to study. I didn't have to worry about anything.

So, growing up for me was blissful but not entirely satisfying as I grew up in a family that was able to afford the necessities for me. I didn't have any luxuries but what my parents provided for, it was sufficient for me as there were not many sophisticated gadgets like now. What I had during my time came close enough to a lot of imaginations and of course the random Popeye game on Nintendo. Other than that, life was pretty much ordinary for me, running around the neighborhood, climbing on trees, stealing other people's produce, in fact, it was spent mostly outdoors. Cycling around the neighborhood was the "in-thing" and I had many childhood friends.

Mixing with the other races were not a problem as there were no barriers when I was growing up. I never looked at an Indian or Malay in terms of color or race but more in terms of human beings. I learnt fast for a kid and I mastered different languages when I was growing up. Perhaps that's what made me accept things easily, and I felt comfortable with all kinds of people. I could mix with those older than me to the younger ones, and I must admit that the younger ones usually hang on to me, as if I was their bigger brother...and to this day too, I notice, I attract friends who are mostly younger than I am. Not sure why?

Ahh, the care-free lifestyle was so precious at that time, but upon growing up, I realized problems came in different sizes and varied in many portfolios. There is so much to bear and at times, the burden overwhelms me! It is during these times, I always look back and wish like that song from the group, Johnny Hates Jazz, "Turn back the clock", I can also turn turn back the clock and return to my childhood innocence.

How much I miss them and how much I wish I can return to that time, when things stayed as they are. The people who have passed on was still alive and things were as they were. Not a moment changed but precious moments of spending those happy moments abound! The Love at that time was so unique that its so hard to comprehend the type of love people talk about nowadays. Its nice to look back to where I came from and there were times, I could have just mended some of the wrongs I did and say some of the things that I ought to have said but never got the chance to do so. Those as they say, is the best times of my life!

NIP THE NIPPLES!

2007-10-17T23:42:00.000+08:00

Have you ever noticed nipples before? I mean yes we all have right? No, I'm not referring to boobs but rather guy's nipples. In my life so far, I have come across very odd nipples. The usual are the very subtle types where at times, its so well hidden, you can not locate them. Or there are those who are typically not noticeable until that dark round spot points to it.

And there are those which protrude out. Ok, I noticed guys who have protruding nipples like cow's suckle buds (that's what I call them). Yes, this evening, while changing after my shower, the guy next to me had this protruding nipple. His nipple was the type that has the erect feeling and at the same time, looks like its going to shoot out anytime! I stole glances as I was changing and managed to get a good look of it.

I've also noticed that the dark round spot for this guy is actually bland in color. But, what makes it stand out is these little two erected nipples. Its gross to me because, I'm not a nipple lover. Occasionally, its a good tool for foreplay and it can be enticingly erotic to some. However, having said that, to actually suck on a protruding nipple is totally gross for me. Nope, I don't want to suckle his chest, no way, I just want to go on with my foreplay but if its there, I think I might just avoid it.

And, when I think of such things, my mind began to work wonders again. Does the size or length of our nipples actually indicate our penis? Is there such a formula to gauge a person's jewels before we hit on them? For that matter, I guess I will not have the answer but from my own experiences, I did a guy who had a 7+ inch, hung dick. When I began to work on his nipples, I noticed that it darker and the nipple is slightly a bit bigger and also erected most of the time. I know for certain that this was the zone that my ex-partner felt as whenever I wanted to get him horny, all I need to do was just lick on those nips! And, how he will moan out each time I worked vigorously on it.

wanna work on my nipples...?

Maybe different people are different in many ways; for example they used to do a survey that by looking at our index finger (I think) or the size of your shoes, one can tell the size and length of one's cock. But does it also work for nipples? I wonder...

THE FORBIDDEN LOVE - PART THREE

2007-10-16T20:43:00.000+08:00

i've got a problem, and i don't know how to fix it...wanna help me?

That afternoon, La La Mui (LLM) met Dr. at the sidewalk cafe. Looking downtrodden, Dr. began to sip his hot coffee while La La Mui looked intently.

"So whats the matter" asked LLM.

"It's about Sam" complained Dr.

"What about Sam" LLM asked again.

"I'm beginning to wonder why I ever got myself into this shit hole. I mean, life was good at being single and then I had to get involved again" sighed Dr.

"Remember when I asked you to think carefully before entering into this and you told me that this is the ONE! And now, you are telling me that Sam's not the one? I'm perplexed!" complained LLM.

Avoiding eye contact with LLM, Dr. looked at the passing traffic in downtown KL. It was a normal busy day and along the side walk, there were people walking by. Some clutching shopping bags, some walking aimlessly and some cradling along children, it was a typical day out for people to just enjoy their afternoon. But, not so for this poor soul who was stuck with a problem.

"I just realised that Sam is the direct opposite of what I wanted in a relationship. He is so demanding, and the best thing about it is that he is so controlling" complained Dr.

"Err...but I thought you didn't mind all this?" inquired LLM.

"No, but it became freaky! I discovered that he was reading my messages from my cell phone, asking me who called me and at times, I suspect he might even be reading my personal mails" said Dr angrily.

"That's fucking invasion of privacy" retorted LLM.

"Yes, it is, and I don't like it. I talked to him about it, and the next day, things will be fine but I know that its not. For the next few days, I will notice that his bad behavior starts again. And, the best thing, he keeps me feeding me this tea, that is awkwardly strange in taste. I suspect he might be putting some stuff in it" said Dr. again.

"Are you very sure of this?" added LLM.

"Very sure. One day, I was at home alone, and I decided to find some of my old stuff in the cupboard. When I opened it, I noticed that there was a bundle wrapped in yellow cloth. I carefully opened the package and in it, I was shocked to see stuff like talisman and some concoctions of leaves and also powder" explained Dr.

LLM looked at his friend with bewildered eyes. Not knowing what to say to his friend, LLM just ran some thoughts in his mind. He was more amazed that in this time and age, there were people who resorted to such practices. And the worst part of it, do you actually consider such a person insane or just low esteem?

"I just don't know what to put to this, did you talk to him about your discovery?" added LLM.

"I'm really scared to bring this up. Already, Sam is acting strangely and the person I met up the first time, is no longer the one I know. In fact, he scares the shit of out me" complained Dr.

"Suggest that you do something about this and since you have this sticky situation whereby Sam is staying with you, you really need to kick him out of your life!" advised LLM.

"Can you help me?" pleaded Dr.

At this juncture, LLM looked at this friend. Its the same scenario coming back. LLM paused for a moment and sighed and then finally opened his mouth to say "You brought yourself this shit, and its only logical that you clear it off!"

Dr. looked at LLM and then looked away. He knew that LLM would not budge. Not knowing of what to do, Dr. stares into empty space. The crowd now grows bigger. Its filled with people who have just finished their work and now scurrying home. The air grows cooler and as evening now descends and looking up to the sky, its only a wonder why would anyone not take these the following saying...Once bitten, twice shy, seriously!

THE FORBIDDEN LOVE - PART TWO

2007-10-15T21:02:00.000+08:00

The days for Dr. and Sam eventually blossomed. Meeting every day without fail and like the song secret lovers, they met for a few hours and after the hot passionate sex between them, it was time for Sam to go off. Always looking at his watch to ensure that he does not deviate from this schedule, this particular routine went on.

One day, as usual after their tryst right on a working afternoon, Sam turned around to Dr. and looked at his eyes saying, "I've got something to tell you".

"What is it?" asked Dr.
" I broke off with Josh" replied Sam.

secret lovers...

Listening to this, Dr. shook up from the bed and looked at Sam with bewildered eyes. Sam was not staring at Dr. but rather looking out to the window of the room. Outside, the day which was bright and sunny suddenly turned grey and gloomy. Everything turned silent for a moment, as in anticipation waiting for Sam to explain more.

"What made you do it?" inquired Dr.

"I thought of the consequences and also the fact that I didn't want to see Josh get hurt. Instead, I came out clean to him" replied Sam slowly.

"His reaction to all this?" "Was he angry? Did you guys quarrel? Tell me exactly what really happened" Dr. asked curiously.

"No, no quarrel. We just talked about it and he understood. Josh is not the sort of guy who is dumb, he can read all the signs coming from me" Sam explained.

"I'm sure he did but then again, why? You guys have been together for almost 2 years, no?" Dr. asked again.

"It was a memorable 2 years but I know from my heart that this will come to an end. My relationship with him bordered more on wanting to spend only time and the love we had, it was dissipating very fast. It was withering like the rose bloom and before the ugly of things to happen, I wanted to make sure that we still parted on good terms" Sam said with a heavy breath.
"Further more, ever since, I met you, I know that you are the one for me. The physic connection we have for each other is unmentionable explosive. You know my every thought, my every feelings and also that, you are able to comprehend what I will do next! That's freaky!" added Sam.
"Wow, I truly admire you for your decision" Dr. said with a smile.

With that the two hugged each other right up to the evening. For going their earlier appointments, they decided to spend the whole day in bed and just making out. Outside the rain began to fall and like those dramas, it was coupled with thunder and lightning, typically of an afternoon thunderstorm.

One month has passed and then one day, my dear friend La La Mui (LLM) received a call from Dr.

"Hey, hows life with your new significant other half?" asked LLM.

"Hmm, do you have time? I need to talk..." answered a desperate Dr.

** to be continued**

THE FORBIDDEN LOVE - PART ONE

2007-10-14T19:15:00.000+08:00

I'm puzzled as I listen to the my dear friend La La Mui when she tells me about the antics of some of the PLUs out there. Stories abound of how there was one mutual friend of ours, who we call as the Doctor (Dr.)

Now Dr. is a friend of of a friend. Actually, this friend dated this Dr. and they were together for a while until circumstances began to crack up and Dr. discovered after a while that this ex-bf was actually siphoning off his life savings. But, then again, this Dr. was also to be blamed. Who asked him to actually allow his ex to do so when he knows full well of the actions?

So Dr. took the courage to break up but before doing so, consulted us numerous times whether it was the right thing to do or not. Not wanting to advice wrongly, Dr. was told to weigh all possibilities on this aspect. Therefore, this problem existed for a few months until Dr. mustered up his balls and decided to call off. In between this, Dr. had the cheek to even make us talk to his ex-bf but that is where we will have to stand down. If a problem has existed, it is not for 3rd parties to intervene to deliver such messages. To me, I personally do not condone such actions unless 3rd parties are called in to meditate.

Now that Dr. is single and available again, he confessed that he was feeling so free. The freedom that he was able to achieve was a result of all those years being controlled by this ex other half. Hence, Dr. really felt happy and once again, he was able to meet up guys and also go about his pandering ways.

Amongst the places frequented by this good Dr. was Frangi. I mean, who would not go there, that place reeks of the rainbow label and even if it was a mix crowd, c'mon, even people can see that its heavily populated by the PLUs. Anyway, that would be my next blog updates but for the time being, lets concentrate on my friend, the Dr.

meet me in frangi...?

Thinking that Frangi or the clubbing spots are the way to meet up with guys, Dr, frequented these places with much gusto. Besides these places, Dr did go overseas for his "cleansing of pipes" sessions; and you guessed it, yes, Bangkok, Taipei, Seoul, Tokyo, Hong Kong and Shanghai. You see, our good Dr. is a sticky rice lover. So, his love is concentrated mostly on Asian guys. And, it was in Frangi that Dr. met up with this guy called Sam.

Sam was the guy Dr. was looking for and within one night, they were already hooked up. Passionately kissing and making out, it was quite remarkable at the speed at how things developed. But, there was a catch, Sam was attached! Attached and blissfully in love with his other half, Sam couldn't explain his actions as to why he consented to having the one night stand with Dr.

Upon hearing that Sam was attached, definitely our dear Dr. was devastated. He chanced upon the chance of making his way out of this as being the third party was never the intended aim of Dr. Hugging Sam tightly, and slowly kissing his ear lobes, Dr. whispered to Sam that they have to end, ditto.

Sam was sad, but didn't protest this thought but after lying in bed for a long time, finally Sam said:-

"My boyfriend doesn't have to know about you" Sam said.

"What? You want me to see you while you are still in a relationship?" the Dr. asked.

"Yes, its alright with me. Besides, he is not with me always and I do not feel this kind of feeling when I'm with you" retorted Sam.

"I deserve to be given a chance" added Sam.

Dr. looked puzzled and wondered how is he going to resort to this problem. But, no problems seem to be too big for Dr. to look into and the fact that loneliness was a factor that Dr. could not comprehend, he hugged Sam more tightly.

Sensing that the Dr. was troubled, Sam turned around and looked at Dr.'s eyes. Taking his hand and slowly combing Dr's. wavy hair, he began to kiss Dr. on the lips. For a moment or two, the two souls were embraced in a manner only reserved for lovers in love. Theirs was a forbidden love, a love never intended to happen but then again, as they say, it takes two to clap and if there is no receiver, there is no taker.

Dr. looked at Sam and then finally said, "Ok, let's give it a try...!"

PAVILION MALL, NEXT STOP!

2007-10-13T15:57:00.000+08:00

interior of the central plaza

Have you guys been to the newest baby in town? Who am I talking about? Oh well, its the Pavilion silly...and if you have not been there, please make a visit soon. While it was impressive, what impressed me more was the number of times my "gaydar" went haywire! As my dear friend, Bean Pole puts it so well, yes it was gay-haven! Every few seconds, you walk across that sparse mall and you are bound to meet some fabulous people like us strolling along it. Some clutching their bags of goodies, while others look clueless as to where to start!

Anyway yesterday, since I was on leave (have to clear them off), I was with CK and he took around the place. We enjoyed ourselves there and even had that slice of pastry from Loaf. I guess this mall is better than the other ones that opened recently but then again, the parking there can really kill!

side view of one of the blocks

Oh well, make a trip there if you can, have yourself deliciously enthralled by the eye-candies there and if you must, retail mall therapy works wonders there too! In terms of retail outlets, there are the usual Guess, Ted Barker, Tangs, Parkson, AXchange, Nooks, G2000 concept store, EDC and a lot more.

In terms of restaurants, a few upcoming ones like Silk Road, Nangking, Angus Steakhouse, Kim Jung Korean Restaurant, Kampachi (from Equatorial hotel), Polar, that famous donut joint and a few new ones too. Already there are like 3 "xiao long bao" outlets in the new mall! It really looks like this place is going to outstrip KLCC soon and judging by the response I get from my fellow friends, this is indeed the new meeting place to be seen. Never mind if the parking or traffic is maddening, the whole point is that we should be able to shop in style. Too bad there is no subway station right down it, if not, I wil just call it - Pavilion Station!

another view of the central plaza

Since today is Raya, Happy Eid to all my Muslim friends. Oi, save some rendang and lemang ya, coming over soon! Till then...happy holidays and happy shopping to some!

CONFESSIONS OF A CAM WHORE.

2007-10-12T01:01:00.001+08:00

Ok, I admit it, I'm such a cam whore! But, then again, my cam days have been on and off, so its not so much in the sense that I'm addicted to it but rather when the need arises. However, true to my natural naughty and playful nature (my zodiac is a monkey, so go figure), at times, I amaze myself at how well I'm able to sweet talk some guys into showing me everything and I mean everything!

I just don't know how to describe this but then again, I have the ability to talk to some guys and then out of the sudden, I get them peeling off their clothes to show me their family jewels. Just like this guy who is a regular in my listing. He hails from Portugal and he has the most sexy smile I have ever seen in a Caucasian. His eyes are blue and also the very fact that he has this nice slender swimmers body makes your heart beat faster seeing him from his pictures and what more, totally in the flesh.

Hi, I'm LLJ...nice to meet you!

At the age of 24, he has just passed his license and is now fully enrolled in the aviation college doing this pilot course. How I got to know him is also a mystery. I'm not sure how but there was invitation from him to be added to my MSN and happily, I did not know that he was this "ang-moh" guy from Portugal. Happily I was chatting with him, asking him about his life in Portugal and what know you, suddenly, he asked me if I had cam? I thought, ok, maybe he wants to see my surroundings (like real) and obliged a cam session with him. The minute the cameras were on, I felt weak all of a sudden.

For in front of me, was seated this hot looking guy, all adoring and charming. I believe this happened 2 years ago and till today, we are still keeping in touch. But, anyway, back to my story on this guy. I vividly remembered him talking to me and then suddenly his hands went straight to his crotch and began to mimic some sort of sign to show that he was tyring to arouse me. Hell no, he didn't have to do that! I was already aroused and before you could call out "Montana Chicks", I was already talking dirty to him. Well, I must admit my ability to push that button to flirt was fucking good, that at the instance, I had this hot guy doing things I had commanded him to do. I felt so in control and the next feeling was to see him shoot off that hot juice, at which he obligingly did. After that whole episode, we still chatted and got to know even more intimately.

However, I did learn a secret, I was not the only one he did a cam thing with. In fact, he has other potential ones but no one was around to amuse him that day. I felt a bit slighted but then, again, that's life. We need to accept that for cam fun, usually it involves other people too. And knowing that there are others around to arouse him, well, that is good but lately and after 2 years, I noticed that he is more inclined to buzz me. Our conversations thus far has been rather congenial and pleasant, not much drama. As it is, I have got to know him more deeper and our meetings online (if we are lucky to meet since of our time difference), doesn't involve too much of cam sex anymore. Alright, who am I lying...maybe 8 out of 10, will be for cam sex?? (but then, again it all depends on our moods, and he is such a gentleman too, i.e. will not force me for a free show if I'm not in the mood)

hmm, what shall I do for you today?

He had invited me to come visit him in Lisbon, Portugal and seriously considering that proposal since I've never been to that part of the world yet. So, it will be nice to visit that area. In addition to that, I seem to have an inkling with Portugese ever since when I was taken care by my nanny, when I was young, who happened to be Eurasian and has Portugese blood. Is there a connection? I'm not sure, but hey, at the moment, I do enjoy my hot chats with LLJ and it only happens if the timing is right.

COKE WITH ASSAM BOI?

2007-10-11T16:41:00.000+08:00

Oh fuck! I have this feeling that my long weekend will be ruined all because of my sore throat and also a feeling that something is permanently blocked in my nasal tube. When this happens, my voice changes. From a normal tone to a base type and from the calls I made just now, no one actually recognized it. Perhaps if I were to make random calls now to unsuspecting callers, some may actually fall in love with the voice. Its all husky and manly. My first call to a fellow blogger already had him spinning in space, LOL!

Actually its not that bad but I can feel a bit of pain whenever I try to swallow. However, I can still eat so its not too bad actually but just a very uncomfortable feeling belies in it. Apart from that, I feel sleepy and its no thanks to the medication prescribed by the doctors. I hate it when these medicines make you sleep and the very essence of it actually drains off all my energy. In short, you actually have a coolgardy who is sedated! And, I'm not used to this sort of sedation for I feel like its sucked off the very nature of my perkiness and my level of Endorphins are sort of running low!

Yucks, hate that kind of feeling. I just feel like going to the gym now, do a 20 minutes run on the treadmill, and then proceed with my strength training. Maybe all those sweat will help me heal faster or maybe I should just cuddle up in bed as today, was a the perfect day to be on medical leave, its been so cloudy and windy, makes a person feel sedated!

maybe a steam bath might help clear off the nasal feeling.....?

Hmm, some people say I should take Coke with "assam boi" to heal my throat faster...should I try it?

MALAYSIA BOLEH, ANGKASA PUN BOLEH!!

2007-10-10T22:41:00.000+08:00

Our first Malaysian astronaut in our BolehLand has just blasted off to space! When he was selected as the best 2, I had a very strong inkling that he would be the one chosen. After all, look at his features, which person might not want to choose him? Further to that, he is also a doctor add it up, looks with brains! Not bad eh?

Lets deal with his personal stuff first. It says his date of birth is July 26th, 1972, making him 35 this year. In addition to that, he is still SINGLE! Eligible bachelor yeah, but then again, a guy not married at this age and also with that kind of looks...don't you have funny feelings playing in your mind?

Anyway, whatever his inclination is, our congrats to him, even if he was there in space due to our billion dollars aircraft deal with the Russians, he makes us proud, especially in our BolehLand!

THAT STRANGE KIND OF FEELING- DEJA VU!

2007-10-09T23:03:00.000+08:00

was that a dream or an omen?

Ever had a situation whereby you feel as if you have experienced an event or been to a place that is freaking familiar even though it’s the first time you have been there?

That kind of situation is called “Déjà vu”, a French word but worthy to be mentioned here in my blog.

When I was about 12, I used to have this dream of this particular place. I can vividly describe this place because for almost continuously, I will have the same dream. It started when I was 12 and it progressed on, so in a way, this can be considered as a recurring dream. I used to search for answers on this and also goggled about it, but all the answers came to a naught.

In my dream, this particular place has a very deep and moody scene. There are a few trees in the horizon and amongst them was this unique tree that looked all crooked and bent. There were no leaves on it and it stood at a very strange position too. The weather at that time was grayish and it looked, as it wanted to rain. As I looked at the other areas around me, I noticed there was a small hill behind where the tree stood. On the left side of the tree, there was this field and in the field there were shrubs.
However, the colors for these shrubs were not green but rather they were brownish as if they were dying. Along the path leading to the field, it was muddy and had a gloomy feeling. On my right, I noticed a small pathway leading to a flight of steps. Along the steps, this will come up to a small hill and upon the horizon of the hill; it was all-barren except for this little pine tree. The sky as I said was already gloomy and felt as it was going to rain. When the wind blew, it felt strangely cold. Overall, the picture was not a happy sight in the true sense since there is no sun, no birds nor are there any other complimentary visible signs to suggest happiness.

So for a period of time, I have been carrying this dream and always thought that perhaps this was an omen to come or maybe a foretelling of an event that I might encounter? I still wondered…

Last year, I went to Korea for my holiday. As it was December, it was already winter there and lo and behold, at one of our stops for lunch, I saw the exact picture that I was carrying for all these years! It was a mix feeling at first but then, as I noticed my surrounding more clearly, I remembered the tree, the field and all those signs I have had seen. But, the only one thing that was not accurate is that it was not gloomy at all. In fact, the sun was shining and although the wind that blew was chilling cold, it was nothing to what I had encountered. So, our group went in to the restaurant for our lunch, and after a while, as it divine intervention was to make my dream come true, the sun was blocked off by this huge darken cloud. Suddenly, from a cherry day, it turned out precisely what I had dreamt of, cold and dark winter day.

I shared this with my friends and they too were amazed. Of course, some of them had the feeling maybe something bad might happen or some said, I should just buy a lottery ticket. In spite of all those negative sayings, our journey was a memorable one, no untoward incident happened and it went well actually.

As for this dream, I never dreamt of it anymore. Perhaps its one way of telling me that I have already experienced what I was suppose to see and feel. I’m not sure if the many of us have ever dreamt of such strange dreams or maybe dismissing altogether. However, if you do have a recurring dream, don’t dismiss it because, there is such a thing called “ Déjà vu”.

i feel like i have walked here before...

GLUTTON'S BAZAAR

2007-10-07T20:55:00.000+08:00

colorful drinks galore

This week will be the last week of fasting before our Muslim brothers & sisters celebrate their Eid El Fitr. It will also mark the end of the Ramadhan bazaar which only comes out like mushrooms once a year. I've always enjoyed the trip to one of these bazaars as there will be stalls upon stalls selling almost anything from the infamous "popiah basah" right down to the humble "kueh muehs".

my favorite kueh- onde onde

The one that I usually hang out will be the one at Section 14, PJ-next to the Alpha Angle Building. Its one of the most concentrated of the lot for the PJ area and the number of customers seen is a sign that good food is being sold here. Yes, good food as in their Murtabaks, Satay, Roti John, Nasi Kerabu, Ikan Bakar and even the various Laksam. I've always taken a fancy to unusual Malays food and am not afraid to try out new dishes. Hence, this year, I was clearly a bit disappointed as the variety this time was not that many. There were many other stalls selling the same stuff. Example will be the murtabak stall, there are a few of them all placed in one row and I really wonder how they will actually fight this out?

nasi beryani GAM

But, the popiah basah is still the best bet. Lines fill up come rain or shine and frankly speaking, I'm really amazed at the crowd. There is a whole lot of them and they will all line up patiently waiting in line to get their orders. The uncle who runs this stall is always seen to be busy and he is indeed laughing his way all to the bank! I've tried it once and have also given some to my Muslim friends, and they commented nothing special actually. To me, it taste like popiah and not being a fan of it, I didn't think much of it.

sate anyone........?

Anyway, as this is the last week before Eid begans, I feel a tinge of sadness that I have to wait until next year for the next Ramadhan before all this little stalls start to mushroom out again!

my other favorite dish, rendang!

delicious ikan bakar....

LUST, CAUTION

2007-10-06T20:06:00.000+08:00

It was an eventful evening as Sluttila and me went out for dinner tonight. Having not caught up with Sluttila for some time over dinner, it was a good outing. We went to the Gardens and decided to have dinner at DIN DA FUNG, the xiao long bao outlet. After dinner, we thought of what we wanted to do for the rest of the evening, and then decided to watch a movie.

We had several choices but we wanted to watch LUST, CAUTION - since Slutilla had this fetish for "qibao" (cheongsam in dialect) and so it was.

The verdict of it, a two hour show (no thanks to our Censors here) it was shorten to about 15 minutes, it was pretty much slow moving, the build up was tremendous and the ending abit abrupt. Tang Wei had this look that really blended with that era and Tony Leung, although aged, still look resplendent. In a nutshell, the two most powering characters in this film is Tang Wei and Tony Leung. Even the dashing Lee Hom failed miserably to these two. In fact, I found Lee Hom's character to be a bit weak and aimless. But, I know why he was roped in, he was the look factor for this movie.

So, if you have not or plan to watch it, maybe give it a shot...I sat through it for 2 hours plus and came out learning more about the "qibao" ladies of that era. Oh yes, don't forget the fabulous mahjong sessions, the next time we organize one, maybe Sluttila would have a theme for it? - QIBAO night!

all in the family

i have the "bedak sejuk" model look

don't we look delicious?

THAI MODELS ROCKZ!

2007-10-05T23:09:00.000+08:00

Slipper Whore who is a now a Thai PR had sent me some pictures from a magazine he bought the other time. I'm sure by now, SW is known by some Thai name, maybe its called, "Khunyin Of The Sacred Lotus or Khunyin Bunga Kantan?" (take your pick, girl!)

The magazine is obviously fashion in nature but the contents in it are really hot, and I mean, "nam prik" hot. By the way, did you guys read about the Thai restaurant in London that had to be closed for a while because these "ang mohs" (Caucasians) thought that some sort of terror attack was going on?

Apparently, the chef in that restaurant was making a a huge pot of "nam prik" (our equivalent to sambal belacan) with "cili padi" and the fumes from it caused these "ang mohs" to cry terrorist attack...apparently a reference to the Sarine fume attack in Tokyo, Japan some time ago. This shows how much people have progressed, and its not good!

Anyway, enough of all these, enjoy the pictures. Frankly speaking, the magazine over in Thailand is really good and if you were to compare with ours, gosh, where can fight? I guess any Queen who sees these magazines will for sure "basah habis!"

So, anyone of you making a trip to Bangkok soon, please get me a copy of this magazine? (For your information, these magazines will not cost you an arm or a leg, the prices quoted in our local currency is less than 20 bucks!) Or maybe my dear SW, will you do the honors?

RESIDENT EVIL-THE EXTINCTION

2007-10-04T22:43:00.000+08:00

Time to play...

Whats with me with gore and half deads? I'm not sure but I just love to watch such horror movies. This must have been a legacy for me since I was trained at a very young age to watch horror movies like Dracula or even Thai black magic movies that involve hosts of snakes and worms! Must be the more gory it is the more merrier I became...weird right?

Yoo Hoo...where r u?

Anyway, I went to watch Resident Evil : The Extinction just now and what I can say is, is there a part 4? Oh well, if you like gore and half deads walking around, then perhaps this show will excite you or scare you? But, after going through 3 movies, I feel that the magic of it is kinda dying for me. I was feeling more of gore but it has definitely dissapointed me in a way...but then again, being a Resident Evil fan, I enjoyed watching the herioine, Millia Jovovich and by the way, she does have a nice color tone on her skin!

I want to slice some heads...

A STRANGE BLOOM

2007-10-02T22:28:00.000+08:00

the aloe vera plant

this is how the flower looks

My mom's aloe vera plant had something sprouting out. At first, we did not know what it was until a few days later when that sprout started to form buds and suddenly small sprays of flowers suddenly appeared.

I was amazed as this was the first time, our aloe vera plant ever bloomed and as far as I know about them, I never thought that they would actually have flowers! So, I goggled it and found it that this occurs and I guess, for a aloe vera to bloom in a garden, it might bode for good tidings?

Fingers crossed...

THE SPRAY-FUL WEEKEND

2007-10-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

Last evening, I went out with my friends. It has been awhile since I have met with this group of them and we decided to meet up for dinner in MidValley and also make our patronage to the Gardens. I mean, after all, we did hear so much of it and we just had to make a visit. My verdict of the place? Garden is supposed to be a place where you have plants, right? Hmm, I guess they should do more about this place...but Robinsons did evoke a memory or two when I was growing up down south.

After all that walking, hunger pangs began to creep in...and we decided Japanese...

my teriyaki beef set

one of them had the sushi set

looked like a mushroom from the top

As we still had time to spare, the intelligent one amongst them (**snigger**) suggested we all watch HAIRSPRAY. It was met with some resistance from some of the boring type but I soon manage to win them over with my whimscial charms...and guys, if you have not watched it yet, please make a beeline to watch it (if you dig into musicals that is). Since the hype of the High School Musical and such, try to give this one a chance too, I mean, after watching this, I felt even more perky..and I'm so going to get the DVD. What makes me really dig into this is probably because of the 60's set! Enjoy the pictures...

the cast of HAIRSPRAY

John Travolta in drag?

very grease lighting era

James Marsden can sing...

the DIVAs in action...dun play play

awww...fat girl gets her prince charming!

don't I look fab?

WOLVES IN SHEEP COVER!

2007-09-29T20:06:00.000+08:00

I'm flying high...

So, I have not been updating on my blog for some days now and one of the major reasons is not because I was being depressed or anything after my last post about office politics, but rather the fact that I was much more involved with my facebook application. Yes, that facebook thingy is really driving me nuts (in a positive way) with all the drinks buying, poking about, sending gifts (and actually seeing your gifts grow, trying to anticipate what kind of thing will end up) and games, online games...like Scrabble and Warbook. There is a also this application that tests your IQ level and so far, I'm above average (phew...thought I was going ballistic anal about it!)

It's good to see myself being in the above average bracket grouping. And, there is application that turns people into zombies, werewolves and also vampires...so far, I have infected 2 persons and I do need that extra points to grow, so any bloggers out there who has indeed a facebook account or about to have one, please inform me, so that I can add you in my listing?

Apart from that major distractions, after my last post on OPs, I decided to that arrange myself in the best manner and also play along. I seek advice from my friends and the told me that at times, its best to just play along with the situation at present. If one does not do anything about it, one can be crucified in a manner that is not to pretty. But, of course I do my adaptions, after all, my life of existence on earth is not of one being a softy but rather a fighter! I fight for the major causes in my life and I do excel in them at times.

Not to brag about it but I always remind myself to be humble at all times. Like the proverbial advice given in the Bible," BE LIKE WOLVES IN SHEEP'S CLOTHING". In dealing with matters of this world, it is best to act innocent but in reality, be prepared at all times to face the imminent dangers.

Therefore, not a loser but a fighter and even if I fall, its only a temporary setback....till then...have a good weekend guys!

THE ONE WITH THE OPs!

2007-09-25T05:48:00.000+08:00

leechers suck...ewww

Dear Blog

Its already 5.48am as I write to you. I'm not sure why I had chosen to do this as this hour but seriously, I do feel rejuvenated from my rest but one thing that I failed to understand thus far, is the going-ons in the office.

Yes, the office has beseiged me once again with a deluge of problems. Not so much of my work related items but rather more towards the day to day relationship between co-workers and also peers.

Its the most dreaded stuff of all, OFFICE POLITICS! (OPs) I know countless updates on this has been posted by others but then, now its my turn to do so. I have no qualms whatsoever if it fell on me if I had started it but, I have not even did anything yet there are others who are against me or jealous of what I'm capable of doing.

When I do not mix around (for the sheer reason of not wanting to get too involved), I'm labelled as cold and aloof. When I do not participate in their little chitty chatty, again I'm given the label as someone who is selfish. When I do not mix with them in their activities or even to go out simply for a meal, I'm labeled as being "action" or better terms, someone who thinks that he is superior than them, hence, I do not want to join them.

But, when I heard that I was finishing my work on time, and also going home earlier than them, I was being labelled as free and also not having the workload that they have. When I hit my targets (even though some months I did not), these leechers will pin-point and say "See because he has few accounts and very easy ones, that is why he hits his targets!"

Such unfounded statements make me sick at times, simply because, they chose to look at my sucess and envy them for it, and instead of devising new ways to approach to simplfily their work processes or even to look at other angles to work on a solution, they chose to utter such hurtful words! I'm not taken aback by these statements, because I know myself. I know I have my limitations and I know how to work smartly to overcome them. Some times they work, some times, they don't, but I do it on my own accord. Perhaps I spend more time during work to work rather than delve in unnecessary conversations, that makes me finish them on time? However, green eyes abound in whatever you do and these leechers will never totally be at peace until they have sucked out the very life of a person.

I'm not telling you blog, that I have been a goody two shoes all this time. I have my failings and as human, I have tried to be the best in the standards laid out. However, how careful I tread along, I feel that its never enough. This could also be because people simply does not take too kindly on what you do. After all, I had once explained my peculiar behavior to them, of how I work and how I play, but I guess, as leechers, as they do not think like humans, they tend to forget. They would rather forage in the dark slimy underworld, sucking off the very limits of human faeces to sustain their lifestyle.

At times, I'm just fed up, but many a times, I feel vindicated, even if this has been brought to the Management, I believe that they have eyes to see. After all, results are what the ultimate point in one's success, and lamenting on their own weaknesses and pointing out the success of others, really makes them stupid. Its like washing their own dirty linens and exposing their own shortfalls infront of Management.

Well, Blog, I really have to salute the head of all leechers, the mother of all ===> L.A.M (Lame And Mean). I know vindication will eventually show up because I always live up to this believe "WHAT COMES AROUND GOES AROUND", maybe not so soon but it will eventually arrive. As an action has been made, there will abound a reaction to this, and far more worse will befall on those who propagate this kind of lifestyle!

5 THINGS IN MY....

2007-09-22T21:20:00.000+08:00

5 things I would like to confess to...

I was tagged by Strictly Gay to announce to the world the following 5 things in my....

Since salvation has not been accorded to me, I have no choice but to compile to this little request...

5 things in my...

BAG

1. Toiletries

2. Gym clothes

3. Underwear

4. Hair Wax

5. Protein Shaker

WALLET

1. Cash (of course, duh)

2. 3 credit cards

3. Gym membership card

4. ATM cards (3 of them)

5. MediClinic card

ROOM

1. Bed

2. Color television

3. DVD player

4. Hi-Fi set

5. Laptop

5 Things I Like To Try...

1. Take one year paid leave and travel all over the US and Europe (working part-time at the same time)

2. Be a chef

3. Make out with Daniel Wu (yes I secretly want that fantasy fulfilled)

4. Be a member of Parliament

5. Have a son / daughter

5 Things I'm Doing Now...

1. Writing this meme

2. Writing this meme

3. Writing this meme

4. Writing this meme

5. Writing this meme

Well, finally, I got this out of my chest. And, if you are reading this and its still the weekend, have a great one, of what is left of it.

THE ONE WITH THE HALF PAST SIX NEIGHBOR

2007-09-21T12:15:00.000+08:00

What do you do when you encounter a neighbor who has gone mad? I mean, seriously, I'm actually living next to one. Day in day out, this guy will shout for no reasons, talk to himself and better still if anyone parks outside his house, he will scold them in abusive words or even colorful words.

The whole neighborhood knows about this and all this while, word have been abuzz of how to treat this guy. OK, this guy is in his early 50-ish, lives alone and surprisingly, is still working. No one actually knows about his life except to say that he was not like this before. As neighbors, we talked and we got to know his family members too; that consisted of 7 persons inclusive of the parents. I believe he is child #4 (3 girls, 2 boys). His family is also quite tragic, in the sense, there is no family ties whatsoever that binds them together. I do not see his other brothers or sisters come visit him and most of the time, he is staying in this house, which i believe he inherited from his parents, who have died a long time ago.

His sudden strange behavior started only like last year but it was confine to talking to himself and violent outburst of scolding the other neighbors persisted on only quite recently. Most of us are just terrified that he might run amok and start killing the residents here! So, what do we do? What rights do we have to remove him from here? Calls to his immediate family members have not produce any concrete answers. There is one sister who would come visit him and after a while, things got back to normal. The usual shouting and talking out loud became less and we believe that this could be attributed to medicines being prescribed.

But, just today, I had to come home to pick up some stuff. As it was only for a while, I did not park inside my house and just left my car between the borders of the side road. As I manoeuvred my car, he began to shout and shout. My head was thinking, should I park or should I not park? I'm not sure what to expect, besides, I thought maybe as neighbors, he might give me a chance by not shouting at me! Boy, was I wrong!

He called me names (all sorts and his voice was loud). For once in my life, I did not walk off, I just stood there and he shouted at me even louder. Then, I began to call his name, but he shouted even more. Fear did crept in, but I did not allow that to bother me. I ventured to my house and as I walked into the compound, he began his tantrums and even looked at me very violently. I stared back and looked him straight to his eyes! I was not going to be combed into fear just because you are mad. I have my rights and if he did the first move, I will just retaliate. Not to succumb to this kind of fear, I just looked at him, pity was all I had in my mind. I didn't retaliate nor did I exercised any provocations, I just let it be. The shouting then stopped because I know if I stoop to his level, I think I might just aggravate the whole situation. This time, I began level headed and instead of acting like the bitch that I can be, I just walked off, not because I was a coward, but because I had more sense to deal on this especially if it involves a mad man!

I have a mad neighbor..rescue me?

THE FAIRLY TALE

2007-09-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

man's best friend for lonely periods of time...

“After four and a half years, the fairy tale finally came to an end,” lamented The PBF to me the other day. Looking at him puzzled, I was trying to piece together this statement.

“What happened?” trying to hide my puzzled face (as I know what it meant when he said this).

“As of today, I’m officially single and available. Welcome to the world of mindless sex and sauna visits,” he added.

Shocked as I was to hear this, I enquired what happened?

“Long story, I told him that I can never forgive him for what he did to me; after 5 times, even a Monk will lose patience” he retorted.

From here, I guess this has to be infidelity. I began to reason out by saying, “Four years is not a short time. Remember those times you guys were separated for a year? How much faith you had of him and how much of him towards you! Also, after tolerating for all these years, weren’t there some sort of understanding or agreement that this unfaithfulness business should be avoided at all costs?”

“It hurts too much to go on and I really do not like what I have gone through this. Look, he actually cheated on me for several times now, and all these times, I have not bat an eyelid until just recently” he began to quiver in his answer.

“How did you find out?” I inquired.

The PBF looked away. I know that from his expression, he didn’t want to answer my question. He looked forlorn and just wanted to skip it but he owed me this last piece of information. I wanted to know, he wanted to tell but he was not in that position to move from it. However, seconds later, he managed to pluck up his courage. Swallowing whatever that was in him, he began to tell me softly.

“Actually, that day, I happened to logged into his very personal diary and in it, to my horror, I found out about his tryst behind my back. All this time, he was fucking lying to me and using me to his advantage. He really stabbed my heart and now, it hurts and I do not want to give him anymore chances”.

I looked at The PBF and hugged him. No amount of words or consolation will be able to heal a heart that is betrayed. What one feels is always hurt and revengeful after such an incident. So, at that few seconds, we decided not to engage into any conversation but rather instead delve on what he would be doing in the coming months.

Love is a funny thing. It can work very well for those who truly believe in them or it will just backfire. There are statistics that show infidelity is one common subject that puts pressure on most couples and at the same time, its also one of the better known weapons for destruction in a happy relationship. Or the emergence of third parties that come in between? I’m beginning to be very skeptical about relationships and about people telling me that they want eternal love. How on earth can one attain eternity when our mortal bodies do not live pass a certain age? Surely, we will one day die of diseases or sickness or even accidents? Or if some are lucky, live way pass to their good old age?

I know that there are relationships out there, which work out, and I congratulate them, but how many can we sustain it, is another question. I’m not being negative on this aspect but experiencing and talking to so many people, I began to wonder if people are what or who they say they are. From the most intimate relationships that have lasted for years, I’ve also found out that there are instances where they have adopted the open relationship type. Don’t ask and don’t tell, is their motto, and seems to work out well for some. But, very rarely, do you find a couple that really attest to the fact that their love life is still blossoming well and growing stronger each day. I guess that is all in fictional books, and as most of us like to read, we tend to believe that is the reality in life. How sad and untrue is that statement!

In life, we face all kinds of difficulties and temptations, and if given a chance, we notice that at most we will be able to sustain this for a short period but to prolong it, it will take a lot of endurance. Statistics have also shown that the majority of people lose interest in their couples in the 3rd year of marriage, be it in gay or heterosexuals. So, statistics have shown their results, how many of us can consider ourselves part of the percentage that have really lived through it all? I’m no love guru but I know that for a relationship to work out, it will amount to a lot of endurance and also trust. One of the key points in it is also the ability to really understand and tolerate one another's shortcomings.

Some also say, absence makes the heart yearn for each other...true, and to add to it, too much of a good thing is also bad for you. Balance comes into mind here. What do you think?

DISTRATCTIONS, DISTRACTIONS...

2007-09-17T19:31:00.000+08:00

i have been distracted...

I confess that I have been spending some of time from blogging in here to other pursuits. Apart from the addictive FACEBOOK, I have been downloading movies and also some porn. Yes, I admit, I do download them at times but only those with good titles but I'm not an addict to them though, cause I find them to be a bore at times. But, I do love those who have a storyline.

So, if I'm not into my FACEBOOK, then what else am I into? Ok, don't judge me too harshly now ye people of good and pure heart, for I am a sinner...yes I am into Xtube! Xtube is the opposite of Youtube. But in Xtube. as you know, X represents? No, not the X factor---duh!, Its Xplicit content.

Ok back to Xtube, what do I find it so interesting? Actually, what I'm amazed about this site is that the number of people submitting in their little wanky shots of video, their water sports sessions, their bath time hours, or what they usually do if they were with a person or persons. The salutation goes to those who actually show their own faces on it and given a choice, I do not think that I might have the balls to even show it (pardon the pun!)

However, I always believe that a person is entitled to their own choice of entertainment and the way one chooses them does not have to be in consent with others. Yes, they may have judgements about it, but do not stop others who have that choice to indulge in a little lusty session? After all, do not deny your human feelings, at times, it really feels good to have a release from the stresses of life, isn't it?

So, yeah, that is basically what I have been going about in my time during the weekend and no, I have not been gluing my self to it all the time, I do have my schedules for it. But, like all phases, I think this might pass. If you have yet to stop by it, I rather that you think twice about it or be snared into the devil's playground...hehehe!

want to join in me in the devil's playground...?